I've Got You

chapter 19

I make the boys coffee and myself a vanilla milkshake. And then we head out, all half asleep.

** Beau's P.O.V**

it's really early in the morning. I notice charlie isn't lying next to me, so i go to where she likes to be in the morning. The kitchen. She's making breakfast, we leave for tour today. I'm so excited. she gives me a plate full of breakfast, bacon pancakes waffles and some fruit. Man i love her. We don't speak for a while, she goes to wake up the boys, i thought she'd do what she always does to wake someone up. shake them lightly and say their name. I was wrong. she screams at them. calling there names and then screaming again that the babies are coming. As soon as their up and looking for their keys to drive her to the hospital, she laughs and tells them breakfast is ready.

I couldn't help but laugh, she kisses my cheek lightly then walks off, i guess she's going to get dressed, she comes down a little later looking drop dead gorgeous. She asks James for help, she couldn't get her socks on. Her belly is way to big. She slowly slips on her hoodie, we bought matching ones, we got them personalized with " wifey " on hers and " hubby" on mine, i know we should have waited for the wedding but fuck it, its cute. She pours us coffee and herself a milkshake. Then we head out, we get the train to our agents office, then we will get the tour bus from there.

Everyone was half asleep on the bus, everyone except Charlie. It really scared me how little she sleeps, she got some work from school. Shes in the middle of ready a novel. It's called " daddy i forgive you" she has to write an essay on it, its her favorite book. She quotes it a lot. Its cute how much she actually reads. She has a full book back with her, full of her favorite books.

" can i borrow a book babe?" i ask her. I haven't got much else to do, my phone is charging. She looks up at me biting her lip and nods. I pulled out, torn, its a really good book, I've read it 3 times, we spend most of the day reading, the boys wake up and start reading books too, I guess it's just one of those things we all do, I struggle to read, I have dyslexia. but Charlie helps me a lot, it's really good, we first got together from her having to tutor me, I miss that.

She is so smart, she just brings her self down. We all pick her back up though. I'm so lost in my book that i don't realize she has fallen asleep with her head on my lap and her book in her hand. I simply smile down at her, her phones rings, its a unknown number, funny. I answer it. wishing I never.

L: Charlie, where are you why aren't you at the cabin? please I'm worried.

B: She's on tour with us Luke, listen we need to talk,

L: About what?

B: why did you do all of this to her? she's so scared in case our kids growing up then asking about you what does she say " oh your uncle Luke isn't allowed to see you because he raped then stabbed me, go play." I don't know what to do i lost my brother. Your not the boy I grew up with.

L: Everyone changes Beau except that. I will never be sorry for what I did, I don't think you should let your kids know about me, in fact I don't want to know them, I just wanted to say, I'm done chasing her, for now,

With that he hung up. This is never gonna end is it? Charlie moves her head slightly, she then wakes up, she must have had a bad dream, I can see the fear in her eyes,

" babe its okay, " shes shaking, so i try to calm her, " do you wanna tell me what happened?"

" my dad, Luke, the kids," she pants out, I stroke her hair, when she finally calms down, I ask again.

" Luke was talking to my dad, then, they came to the house late at night, when we where asleep, and took the kids," her eyes started to go red. I panicked, it freaked me out knowing she was still scared of them, we where halfway round Australia when we stopped, it was time for our first show, we got started to changed, even charlie changed, a fan mailed her a t-shirt then tweeted out being at our show tonight, so we decided to call her out and bring her back stage.

Charlie came on to stage before we did, she introduced us, the whole stadium went quiet when she came out, other than the girl who sent her the t-shirt, once we went onto stage Charlie disappeared to go get the girl. It turns out her name was Hayleigh, I told charlie that's where I got the girls name from, its amazing how this worked out.

Once we went onto break, I stood back stage waiting for Charlie, she went to the bathroom for the tenth time since we got here. I sat with the girl we pulled out of the audience as she asked me questions. Charlie came back.

" so Hayleigh, how would you like to do me a massive favor?" Charlie smiled, the girl seemed very happy. " now I don't have very many girl friends, so I was wondering since your such a dedicated fan to myself and Beau, if you would like to be my maid of honor at the wedding,?" she stopped and awaited the girls reply.

" I- I mean- I- I'D LOVE TO! OMG ARE YOU FOR REAL?" she then stood up and hugged charlie very carefully.