Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story, Really hope you like it, There's one more chapter then this story will ending, Leave me your feedback.
Zayn's Pov:
For a long time I felt like there was no going back, I thought that nobody would look at me and see more then a cheap prostitute. I thought my family hated me and wanted nothing to do with me, I was manipulated into believing I was worth nothing, And all I had to offer was sex. Then I found Niall, Niall is my saviour, He made me feel like a person again, He made me realize that I am capable of love and I don't have to be afraid of getting close to people because not everyone is going to hurt me. Niall brought happiness to my life again, He made me feel better about myself then I have in a long time, He brought me back to my family, Without Niall I wouldn't have my mum back in my life, I wouldn't have known that she still loved me, I'm so grateful to Niall for everything he's done for me, I love having him in my life and above all else I love him.
Today Niall and I are going to have lunch with my mum, I can't wait to see her and find out how the girls are, What they've been up to. I just wanna know how they are, I wanna see pictures maybe speak to them. I smiled as I walked out the bathroom, I then made my way into Niall's room he was spraying deodorant all over his body, I quickly made my way over to him and wrapped my arms around his waist, Niall chuckled as I laid a gentle kiss to his neck.
"Hello you" Niall stated.
"Hello, When are we going?" I asked.
"Whenever your ready" Niall replied.
"Now" I said, Niall chuckled before taking hold of his t-shirt, I removed my arms from his waist so he could put his shirt on, Niall then grabbed hold of his jacket and put it on.
"Grab me my car keys Zi" Niall stated, I nodded before walking over to his drawers, I took his car keys in my hand, Niall and I then left the house, We climbed into Niall's car and I sent a text to my mum letting her know I was on my way.
"Hey Ni?" I said as we drove.
"Yeah?" Niall replied as we stopped at a traffic light.
"If my sisters wanna see me will you come to Bradford with me?" I asked, Niall looked over at me with a smile, His eyes then turned back to the road.
"If you want me to come I'll do that" Niall replied as the traffic light turned green, He then began driving down the roads once again. I placed my hand on Niall's thigh giving it a quick squeeze, I then leaned back in the car seat watching the world go past. After half hour on the road we arrived at the cafe we would be eating in, Niall parked the car and we both climbed out, Niall locked up the car and our fingers linked together as we walked inside the cafe, I saw my mum sitting there straight away.
"Mum" I exclaimed as I wrapped my arms around her, I couldn't help but smile as she held me close to her.
"How are you sweetheart?" She asked as we pulled away from the hug.
"I'm good" I replied, My mum smiled before giving Niall a quick hug, We all then sat down and ordered our food and drinks.
"So mum how are the girls?" I asked.
"Amazing, There doing brilliant at school, They've grown up so much but they miss you, Here I'll show you a picture" My mum said before pulling her phone out she then handed me the phone and I looked at the picture of my sisters, They've grown up, So much, Looking at the picture made me realize how much they've grown up, How much I've missed.
"They've grown up so much" I exclaimed, My mum smiled.
"They wanna see you again Zayn" She said.
"I wanna see them too but I just don't know what to say to them, Like what am I gonna say when they ask where I've been? I can't tell Saff the truth" I mumbled, Our food and drinks were then brought over, We all thanked the waiter.
"Zayn you don't have to tell them the whole story of what happened to you, Just tell them that you've gone through some bad things but your back now and your not going anywhere, When they get older if you wanna tell them the full story you can but for right now you don't have to, All they'll wanna hear from you is that your back and your not leaving them again" Niall explained, My mum nodded her head in agreement.
"Niall's right Zayn, The girls they just wanna see you again, When you move back home they'll be so happy they won't care" My mum said.
"Move back?" I questioned.
"Well yeah, I thought you'd be coming back to Bradford with me" My mum replied, I looked over to Niall who had the same look in his eyes as I do, Confusion.
"Mum I don't, I don't think I can go back" I said.
"You gotta do what you think is best Zayn, If going back to Bradford is something you wanna do then it's what you gotta do, You need to do what's best for you right now Zayn" Niall replied.
"Whatever you decide Zayn were still your family and the girls and I will drive down here every weekend to see you" My mum informed me, I sighed. If I leave I lose Niall, If I don't I feel like I'll drift away from my family again. The rest of the meal was eaten in silence. I had so many thoughts running through my mind, What was I gonna do? Should I go back to Bradford and be with my family? Or stay and continue to face my demons with Niall?
