The night of the house party had come. My nerves had been brewing up now for the past few days. Thoughts kept on entering my mind like what if I have another panic attac? What if I embarrass myself again? But I did my best pushing them away and actually became quite excited! I used to be a party animal so it felt good knowing that I was going to be dancing and having fun again. We all went round to Kate's house and were going to stay there after the party for a sleepover. We all started getting ready at around 5pm. We put on face masks, showered and put on our makeup and clothes. I went for a glittery makeup look as my dress was short and silver glittery. We all looked so nice! Kate borrowed my disco pants and white crop top and wore her converse, Sophie wore a tight black dress which suited her so well with black wedges. Mila went a little bit slutty I have to admit, she probably wanted to try and impress this boy called Andy going to the party who was known for being a ladies man so we tried to convince her it wasn't worth it but she wouldn't take it. She wore an extremely low bright yellow crop top with a mini mini black pencil skirt with black high heels. Bella went for a girly look with a fluttery white dress, vans and a flower head band.
Once we were all ready we got a lift to the party from Kate's mum. It was only a 10 minute drive but it seemed to last forever. I took deep breathes on the way to attempt to calm my nerves. You could hear the music pumping from 30 yards away. We got out of the car and made our way down the path and entered the house. Fuck. It was packed full. I have never been to a party this busy before and I have been to a lot of parties. We looked around for the the lounge as that's where we decided to meet the life guards. We got constant wolf whistles and comments like "did it hurt when you fell from heaven" and "does the ladder in your tights lead to heaven" which we just laughed at. Once we reached the lounge which took a long time with all the boys and the fact that it was practically a mansion the house, we saw the life guards. We all said hello to each other and started dancing together to "Ignition" by R Kelly. While dancing a saw this boy in the back corner of the room leaning on the wall talking to this girl. I couldn't see his face but just his back, head and hair. His dark brown curly hair. Even from his hair you could tell he was attractive and I couldn't help but feel intrigued to find out more about him.