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Tana Marie Mongeau

I walk into the hotel and see a huge group of boys standing around. They look over "Tana?"

I smile and nod, then I drop my bags and run over. We all do a huge group hug, we've all been talking so we know eachother. Nash picks me up. Jordan walks over

"Put her down." Jordan says grabbing my waist band pulling me down "Tana, you know Somer would be pissed if he saw that."

"Um, Somer doesn't control me." I say

"Tana, just don't fuck any of them." Jordan says making my jaw drop

"I'm not a slut, and they all except for like three of them have girl friends, and I'm loyal." I said

"Ok, Tana, I have a meeting with Bart, Bella's uber will be here soon. Cameron, you are in charge of her." I glance over. Cameron and I didn't click like the rest. Cam came off has an ass, of course I wasn't going to say that to his face though.

"Come on princess, we gotta go get your room key and choose beds." I nod and grab my bags. I roll them to the counter where Cameron grabs my key and hands it to me. We all go upstairs in the elevators. I notice Taylor is making a musically. I jump behind him and start dancing which causes him to start laughing. I walk over and we make the musically together.

Soon enough we are on the 7th floor, which happens to be the top floor, we all exit the elevator and go to our rooms. I'm sharing with Bella, Mahogany, Jack and Jack, and Shawn. I set my bags down on the bed closest to the window.

"By the way gu-" I hear the door slam open

"Couldn't have waited for me Tana?!" Bella says

"Sorry." I shrug

She rolls her eyes and sets her bags next to the bed next to Shawns, which is by mine. I unpack into the little drawers under my bed. Once everyone is finished Shawn leaves. Bella is mad at me because I didn't wait for her. I don't even know honestly.

I see Cameron and Shawn come in the room "Guys, we're going clubbing tonight, get ready."

***

I look over at Bella who is wearing a black skin tight dress and black wedges. Then Mahogany, who is wearing a electric blue dress and black heels. I look down at my red bodycon dress and black thigh high boots. The boys walk into the room

"Are ya'll ready?" Mahogany asks

"Yep. The limo is waiting for us." Carter says. We all walk to the elevators. I'm squished up against Carter which is extremely awkward considering his little friend is poking me

"Carter do you have a boner?" Matt says starting to laugh

"No." He says. I take a small step forward so I can press the little alarm button. I press it

"Tana!" Cameron says

"I do this everytime!" I say

"Stop." He says grabbing my wrist pulling me away. I roll my eyes and then the elevator doors open. We walk out to the lobby and see a huge crowd of fans. We take photos and stuff then finally get through to the limo Mahogany, Bella and I get in first then the boys dog pile in. I end up between Nash and Shawn. I lean my head on Nash's shoulder.

Soon enough we get to the club and skip the lines due to us being social media famous then I go to the bar and pull up my fake ID and buy a Venice Beach. It's a peach vodka and some cranberry juice I think. I drink it and then order a couple of shots. I drank them all. They all hit me at once. It was like rapid fire, I went from hardly fazed to drunk. I walked over to Bella

"Tana?" She asked me

"Lesssss dance" I said slurring my words. She didn't seem shocked that I was drinking. She just walked to the dance floor with me and danced. I put my hands in the air and swayed my hips to the rhythm of the music that roared through the club. I could feel the vibrations that travelled through the floor. Soon enough someone is grinding on me. Not to my attention who but I turned around and looked to see Somer. At first I didn't realize but then it hit me. My eyes lit up and I jumped in his arms. He hugged me tightly and kissed my head.

"Baby, how'd you get here?" I said

"Let's just say it took a lot of convincing, and since I can smell the liquor on your breath let's go." He said.

"No."

"What." He said more rhetorically

"No, the night is only beginning!" I said

***

Blinding lights infiltrate my eyes as I slowly open them. The pain in my head is excruciatingly painful. I look around and see I'm in the hotel. I look over and see I'm not laying in my bed but Johnson's.  I look over to the bedside and see that he left a note

Dear Tana,

You fell asleep in the nearest bed, I'm at breakfast, but here is some ibuprofen and cranberry juice. I read cranberry juice is good for headaches so yeah.

-Johnson

I take the pill and drink down the juice and stand up. I walk over to my bed and change into a small Calvins sweats and a Calvin bra. I then walk to the bathroom and throw my hair in a pony tail and then brush my teeth. I take the left over makeup off then put on some new makeup. I walk back and put on XXL Chance The Rapper t-shirt and then socks and my black thigh highs, I let my bleach blonde hair down and brush it out and let it be in its natrual waved mess. I  walk down stairs to the lobby and notice the sign that points to the "dining" area. I walk in and see all of the boys, I find Somer and sit down.

"Tana, we need to talk." He says to me

"What?" I say grabbing a muffin from the basket on the table. I unwrap it and take a bite.

"I think we need to break up.." He says

"W-what?" I stutter

"I don't think we're going to work.." He says "You're going on tour, and I just don't think I'll be able to, I just don't think it will work"

"I-I can't believe this." I say "You are putting this on me! You understand I fucking need you?!"

"Tana, I'm sorry." He says getting up walking away leaving me there speechless.

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1125 words

A/N: Tana's roast yourself is lit af.

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