Blurring the Lines 8: The Hardest Thing to Say

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The Next Day

I walk into Mac's dressing room shocked at what I see some groupie's head in between my boyfriend's legs “What the fuck is this?”

“Kaila,” He says surprised pushing the girl away from him

“Excuse me?” She says in a whiny tone

“Bitch get the fuck out!” He yells at her

“How could you do this to me? Is this about Jimmy kissing me?”

“No this has nothing to go with that,” Mac stands up grabbing his jeans pulling them up his waist.

“Are sure your not trying to get back to at me or whatever”

“I would never go some immature shit like that”

“That's what it looks like”

“But that's not what it”

“So how am I suppose to interpret a slut giving you a blowjob?”

He sighs I don't know..Kaila I'm sorry..I'm sorry”

“Your sorry? Great Malcolm said he's sorry let's throw him fuckin' parade! God you're such an asshole!”

“Here we go ladies and gentleman another production of the Kaila Taylor show”

“What the hell is that suppose to mean?”

“It means that you're a drama queen”

I scoff “You're unbelievable you're so fucking selfish”

“I'm selfish? I've let you walk around like a motherfucking zombie for the last week”

“I had a miscarriage! Malcolm do you even know what that mean? It means I lost my baby so excuse me if I can't act like everything has gone back to normal like you do”

“You think you're the only one hurting Kaila? I lost her too, but that doesn't mean you get to walk around like you're dead too!”

“What is wrong with you?”

“You! Ever since you lost McKenzie you've been acting like the world is suppose to stop well guess what the world doesn't stop for anyone!”

“I hate you!”

“I hate you too!”

“I'm done with you”

“What?” He asks taken back

“I'm done I can't do this anymore”

“Kaila,” He reaches for me

“I'm done with you,” I say pulling away from his reach

“Babe”

“Don't call me that Malcolm I-I can't do this anymore,” I say leaving his dressing room.

“Kaila,” He calls after me

I ignore and continue

He grabs me spinning me around “Please don't so this I love you”

“Well love not enough anymore..I'm sorry,” I say ripping from his embrace

*-*-*-*

“I can't believe you're really going through with this?”

I don't answer I continue folding and packing my clothes

“So you're going back to L.A.?”

I zip my luggage “Yes”

“Kaila I –”

“Save it”

He licks his lips “Do you have a ride to the airport?”

“Yeah”

He sighs “I never really thought it would end,” He sticks hands into his jean pocket

“Me either”

He exhale slowly “I really don't know what to say”

“There is really nothing to say except goodbye”

“I'm sorry”

I stare at my luggage afraid if I look into his eyes I would cave “I know,” I mumble

“I never meant to hurt you”

A sigh leave my mouth “I know that too”

Were both quiet neither one of us say anything for a moment

“Take care of yourself,” I say breaking the silence

“You too”

“Goodbye Malcolm”

“Goodbye Kaila”

I walk out of his hotel room to the end of hall to the elevator once inside I silent cry.

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