Daddy Wanted

Monday Afternoon

Jaime wanted to cry at how mentally exhausted he was by late afternoon Monday because of all the mid term exams he had taken today. The first exam was the dreaded Geometry exam that he had studied so hard for all week-end long with Keiran's help.This exam was also the hardest for him because the whole time he took. he had to deal with an unexpected and unwanted condition all the way through. It seemed with each law he remembered or each equation ,he recalled the memory  of his lovers deep lilting voice from that night speaking so seductively in his ears and he became aroused at the memory...thankfully for the desk that hid the tent he was sporting the entire exam through. The second exam was no easier but that was because it was chemistry and who in their right mind understood that...come on, he was an architecture major not a rocket scientist. Jaime was pretty sure he passed the first test with flying colors even with his annoying visitor, but the second...well he would have to see once he came back after Thanksgiving that was this week. He was pretty confident that his last exam today went fantastic ...it was after all the English exam with Mr. Sakata..or as Jaime called him now when off campus, Anji.

Now here it was after three pm and he was finally done for the day, able to go home and crash after such a mind brutal day. Maybe if he asked nicely, Keiran would let him stay over again and they could cuddle together while watching something soothing on his mind or maybe a nice hot bath together. He really hoped that was a possibility for his future...he was seriously becoming addicted to being held by those muscular arms, to the point he fervently wished he could live with him in that breathtaking home of his and not in separate abodes anymore. This whole past weekend had been like a fairy tale to Jaime, where each day he was floating in a sea of euphoria as Keiran pampered and loved him in such a way that he feared it was only a dream. This morning when he woke up in Keiran's arms a sense of melancholy filled him that his time in heaven had finally come to an end... he knew all good things must come to an end eventually but he wished it didn't have to. He knew Keiran could sense his funk he had fallen in but the man didn't ask what was wrong with him, so Jaime remained silent...even whenever they arrived back at the campus for both of their classes and before parting way with a quick kiss , when no one was looking he took Jaime's hand in his own.

"Do well today baby and remember all we studied." he held onto Jaime's hand as he tried to convey his love for his baby boy without drawing attention to themselves...it was nobody's business what went on between Jaime and him. In no way were they breaking any rules the University had, but Keiran did not want any slander thrown his baby's way because he was a math teacher after all.

"Yes da...sir. I will." Jaime's tone was somber and forlorn, even to his own ears...he smiled to try and offset it but judging by the look Kerian gave him he probably failed. Keiran looked like he was about to say something but the alarm on his phone signaled that he would be late for class if he didn't get a move on quickly...much to Jaime's relief. He didn't want to tell the older man that he didn't want to leave him and have to go back to his cold empty apartment tonight...but he did let him know that he would miss him. "I have to go...sir. I'll miss you today, but I ..." he looked down for a moment bashfully because he wanted to say "I love you" to this man but he was a bit timid to say it...he heard a deep sigh and a finger lifted his face back up where hazel eyes gazed at him.

"Hey baby, I will miss you today too. I will see you after classes end today whenever I get done around 4 pm...alright baby." that blonde head nodded eagerly, but there was still a tiny bit of sadness there, so not caring in that moment who saw, he leaned in to kiss his love a little better than some quick peck. He pulled Jaime closer by his hand and sealed his lips to those soft supple ones that he had memorized all weekend long of his lovers before allowing him to leave for class... a pleased smile crossing his features whenever he saw the shade of sadness leaving his baby's eyes. That kiss really did make some of Jaime's insecurity melt away...he got the silent message the older man was conveying to him in it....~I Love You~ which made him smile most of the day.