THE BLOCK (Urban Story)

2o part 2

1 more part after this. I didn't proof read this so sorry for mistakes.

Kells sat with tears in his eyes, he felt like what had happened with chubs was his fault and yes he could do nothing.

He wiped his eyes when a knock came at the door and soon a smile spread wide across his cheeks. It was shai and Marc.

Shai hugged him "I miss you!"

He laughed "I miss you too sis. If I could, I would walk out of here with you right now"

She slapped his shoulder "one day soon you will so chill out. Patience is key"

He sighed "I'm sitting here all day. In this chair and life is moving, passing me by. I feel lost half of the day and the other half of the day, I'm thinking of how Ima live my life after this, I got chubs out there alone man and that's my brother. Because frizz gone, believe that, dead and gone"

Shai just sat, she hadn't even heard of his death. She froze and for some reason it hit her hard. It got quiet "I'll be back"

Kells looked at Marc "I'm sorry, I know you want him home and-"

Marc cut him off "don't be sorry, he chose this and sometimes shit happens"

Kells sighed "if you need anything let me know bro"

Marc nodded "I appreciate everything already given to me, I don't need for nothing. I just need him"

Kells looked into his eyes, he could see the love and he wanted to see someone's eyes look like that when they spoke about him. His mind wandered to Dejah but he shifted back.

Kells hugged him as he sat beside him with his eyes filled with water.

Marc sighed "how can I even be there for him ? I don't know what he's going through, I don't know how to make him feel like it's okay"

Kells laughed "you love him right ? Then it ain't that hard. Listen to him, hear his anger or his pain and just talk to him like you would everyday but with more care and concern. Don't badger him about things bc when you locked you already down on yourself and stressed about everything that ain't in control. Just be loyal and hold him down"

Marc nodded "what if he's in there for a long time ?"

Kells shook his head "don't think like that. You especially can't think like that when he's already down and stressed out about that. See!"

Marc chuckled a little bit before Shai walked back in. She looked at Marc "can you step out real quick ? I need a moment of privacy"

Soon as he walked out, her rage began to show

"Why ?! Why'd you do it?" She questioned

Kells looked shocked "don't be accusing me of shit, what you talking about"

She sighed "you know who the fuck I'm referring to! Fredrick!"

Kells shook his head "I didn't do it !"

"So who did?!"

Kells shrugged

She began to wipe her tears "you think I don't know ?! What was he doing in Houston huh? You set him up ?! My first love, I know we not there but you had to think this would hurt me"

Kells sighed "you really think I did that shit but I didn't!"

Shai rolled her eyes "I ain't dumb ! I know you did and that's probably why you in this chair now! But do you realize you did your day one dirty?! You ain't shit"

Kells shrugged "don't say anything else to me. You don't know shit because while the rest of us are still living crazy lives, you been chasing niggas around... DESPERATE TO FILL THE HOLE FRIZZ LEFT but you know what's crazy ? I never once traded on you, never disrespected you, never didn't take your word. It's like sometimes you forget that I was the only one there for US, for YOU and me"

Shai almost spoke but before she could let a word out, Kells spoke again "get out and don't come back...now"

Shai walked out, she was fed up. Tired and wanting to cry.

...

Dejah rubbed her growing belly as she walked into the nursery

She looked around and smiled before speaking out loud

"I love you baby" she said looking down at her stomach "and your daddy does too"

Just then the phone rang, it was Kells
"Hello?"

"Hey, how you doing today?"

Kells sighed "I'm aight. How you doing ?"

"Im okay, just hungry gonna go get something to eat in a little bit"she replied rubbing her stomach

He said nothing, he didn't know what made him call in the first place. He just wanted comfort in someone.

Dejah, having not a response yet "you okay ?"

"No my life is all over the motherfucking place yo. I can't walk and I just feel fucked up. You can't ever really trust anybody bc all people do is think the worst of you"

Dejah just listened as she sat on her bed "yeah people do, I'm not gonna lie... but you gotta prove everyone wrong"

"There's certain people that I shouldn't have to prove myself to, like Shai. So I'm angry, I feel like I don't have nobody. When I was up and getting to it, everybody had they fucking hand out"

Dejah shook her head listening "well I love you, I gotta go and take care of some things"

"I love you too and tell the baby too"

Kells looked over at his bedside and grabbed the bottle of pillar before taking a handful and his vision began blurring. Within a half of an hour, his body sunk out of the chair and onto the floor.