Do you really love me?

Hiding

I was walking in the hallways making sure that I am hidden from everyone's view. I was soon interrupted by my friends bombarding me with questions like are u ok? What did he do? And so on. I honestly don't care anymore or is that what I want to think? I tried my best to forget about him I don't even use his name anymore because it would bring memories back, I need to be strong. But maybe I'm not strong maybe I am a weak little girl.

I am currently sitting with my friends and eating lunch with them trying to enjoy myself. I picked up my pink donut, as I was about to take a bite I get interrupted by someone.SHANTELLE. Ughhhhh can't I eat in peace gosh what does she want. "Hey loser" she laughs "what do you want" I snap "oh I was just telling you that your fat and eating that donut will not help" she laughs with her minions, gosh it her first day and she already has minions. I seriously can't stand her I grab my donut and I slam it into her ugly face and storm out of the cafeteria.

I run as far as I can run but I end up at the front of the janitors closet. I lock myself in there so that no one can find me. I sit in there and sulk on and on. The bell finally rings for us to go home and I run... Again. "Hey honey how was your da-" my mum starts but I cut her off by slamming the door to my room. I just want to dig up a hole and crawl in it and die. Why can't my life be easy like shantelle, she gets everything handed to her. I just wish that I could be a different person and start over. But I know it isn't possible because I can't just move away just like that. Someone knocks on the door and my mum walks in "hey darling how was school" she asks softly. I try speaking but instead tears pour out of my eyes. "Honey, honey look at me, I am your mum you can tell me anything I love you" she says. I tell her about my whole day and she sits on my bed with me and comforts me.

Sorry for short chapter I will be going on holiday but I will update as much as possible. I think I will be spend that time planning out the chapters and yah. Just letting you know. Please don't delete this from your library I will try and update.
Love you Michelle