expecting the unexpected.. right

chapter 21

A couple months later.
Kree
"London come back here lil girl" I said chasing her down in the house.
She just giggled and laughed as she hid from me and I sighed.
It was just me and her at the house together because Julian and the boys had went have a father son day.
"London Chanel Diaz bring you ass here" I said getting frustrated
Everything got quiet and I could here her giggling.
Then I heard a glass break and her screaming from the top of her lungs
"London london baby mommy here" I said picking her up and seen she was bleeding on her chest and her arm.
I went grab my phone and keys and ran out the house with her and to the urgent care that was close to the house.
"What seems to be wrong ma'am" the nurse at the center said
I gave her the "bitch really " face
"She's bleeding"
"She's gonna have to wait there is other patients and our doctors are busy" she said and handed me a clipboard.
I sighed and tried to calm London down and stop her bleeding.
I called Julian
"Hello" he answered and I could hear him and the boys laughing
"I'm at the urgent care by the house"
"What's wrong with my baby" he said serious
"I don't know I was giving her a bath and she ran with the towel and I could find her and she was screaming anf covered in blood"
"Baby listen to me you have to calm down london will only cry more if your freaking out im going to the house and get her some clothes and let jo watch the boys" he said calmly
"Okay please stay on the phone " I said
"Give london the phone " he said and I did.
I don't know what he did but she was calm and just staring in space.
After a while of watching her he walked in with kj behind him
"So what happened again" kj asked as juju grabbed london and examined her.
"You can bring her home I can do this"
"Your not a doctor "
"Says who sweetheart " he said with a small smile I know it was to calm me down.
"Julian your not a doctor you can't fix her "
"She isn't broken and my foster dad was a doctor and taught me some stuff." He said picking her up
I looked at kj. He shrugged but got up to leave with him
I followed as he threw kj the keys to drive
"Where yall going"
"I got medical stuff at the house" he said and I knew he meant the trap
"Your not bringing my dau-" before I could finish they had pulled off and I was angry as hell while I followed them.
I wanted to run his car off the road.
Once they got there they got out and walked inside. When I tried to a big ass dog appeared with a guy
"Um kj" I said
"Oh that's my sister and julian wife" he said and the guy let me pass.
I followed to wear I heard crying and came into a pretty white and wooded office. Everything looked so clean and in place.
I saw he had her on a leather couch and was bending over her.
"It's not time to play doctor with my daughter julian I told you nit to bring her here I don't want her around these thugs" I yelled at him
"When we met what was I" he said calmly as he pour poxride and hummed to london
"My brothers friend"
"No what was I"
"I don't know" I said as he put vaseline in the cuts.
"You don't know or you don't wanna tell me what you thought of me  I was a hitman for your brother and that sometimes ran his trap now I'm a family man with a wife and kids most people would say I'm a thug" he said grabbing band aids.
"But your not a thug"
"And there not either they all have stories about why they hustle out here and most of for there family "
"Julian I didn't know it would offend you if I called these people thugs" I said folding my arms across my chest
"Nah I offends me that you don't trust me you think I would bring my only daughter around some thugs or play with her health" he asked
"No im sor-"
"Whatever" he said picking london up and kissing her cheeks.
She was getting sleepy and you could tell.
He grabbed his phone on the wall and dialed a number
"3" he said and hung up then a two man squad came and cleaned up the sofa and gave him a red lollipop.
He took the paper off and put it in his mouth first then handed it to london
"Why did you do that"
"To make sure it was the kind she liked" he said
She smiled and ate her candy while on his chest.
"Julian im sorry".
"don't apologize kree" he said
"Juju whats wrong"
"This is whats wrong you don't even trust me around my own daughter you think imma have her around thugs" he said.
"Julian I said I'm sorry what more do you want" I asked confused
"Nothing you ready to go" he asked wrapping things up and grabbing his laptop and london.
"Yeah" I said and w walked out
"You out bro" kj asked
"Yeah you can drive kree car to the house" he said
"Yeah I gotchu" he said
He peeked at london and smiled as he kissed her cheeks
"You bringing bailee later" he asked
"Yeah she been asking about playing with london all day"
"Who you left her with"I asked
"dad" he said
"I can pick her up later I was suppose to go get kyron and the boys" I said
"Ight just call me if she staying the night or something " he said and we left. He put her in her car seat and made sure she as good then got in and drove in silence
That's what he did for most of the day even to the twins. He barely said a word. It was always a one word answer.
"Hey whats wrong " I asked when I found him laying in the bed with his eyes close
"Nothing " he said
"Julian or you mad about earlier" I asked
"Nope" he said
"Julian maxamillian Diaz whats wrong with you" I said getting frustrated
"Nothing " he said not even opening  his eyes.
Man I don't know what's wrong with my baby and it's worrying me julian never holds a grudge to anyone but I don't even think he angry. Plus he never lets anyone in on his troubles.
I got up and called Josiah
"Yesss" he said
"Hey something wrong with Julian " I said
"Where he at whats wrong"
"he's fine physically but mentally I don't know he been like that for a while but it git worse today you know what's up" I asked him
"I'm really not suppose to tell you he doesn't like to talk about it kree"
"What you mean he don't like to talk about"
"It's touchy kree"
"What is it"
"Today is the day that his first daughter died her name was rosamaria he held her for 5 minutes then she died in his arms"
"What you mean his first daughter "
"Julian was a thot in high school and got a girl pregnant anita they were friends and all and cool with it. She was born with a rare diseases I forgot the name but she was born with out a brain it killed him today was her birthday she would have been 7" he said and I let a tear fall
"I didn't know"
"Yeah it's better to just let him deal with it'
"today london got hurt"
"What happened she okay"
"Yeah she got cut and was bleeding a lot and he cleaned her cuts and everything is julian a doctor "
"Nah he a RN or something like that" he laughed
"Is he gonna be okay"
"Long as you don't really bring it up Yeah he gonna be fine he does this all the time "
"I never noticed it"
"Cause london was never around when it happened "
"Thanks jo and who you with "
"Kam duh oh and the twins with me" he said
"Dint be doing bad stuff around them"
"Carter wanna go to the strip club " e asked
"Yes" I heard him scream
"Lil man has spoken club onyx it is" he said ang hung up
He better not take my baby anywhere.
I went in the house and saw julian wasnt in the room anymore.
I heard laughing and singing and went to london's room and saw he was singing to her.
There lil song by john legend love me now.
I smiled as I watched them.
He kissed her cheeks a couple tears sliding but he was fine.
She was starting to close her eyes and then she was sleep. He still rocked her and I saw his cheat was jerking a lot and saw he was breaking down
I grabbed london and put her in the bed.
And pulled him into a hug
"She was suppose to be 7 today"
"Julian it's okay"
"No it's not I can protect everyone else but I could help her she looked like london when she was a baby I feel like I lost a part of me that lil girl would have been my world"
"And she still will be apart of your world Julian just like Carson and Carter and london but you can't act like this towards them Carter cried today because he thought you didn't like him anymore " I said looking at his eyes and seen a little heartbreak.
"I didn't mean to its just hard to look into there eyes'
"because there yours" I asked
"Yes because there mine it reminds me all of her. 5 minutes I got to see her for 5 minutes before she died I was so scared when you said you were pregnant with a girl" he said
"Julian it happened for a reason"
"What reason can you use to justify the death of a baby because that all I hear"
"You weren't ready for a child maybe it was god saying use your brain not your dick for once"
"Really kree when have I ever used my dick instead of my brain you listened to what people said about me being a thot huh newsflash I was having fun ko strings attached and I was never a thot most of those girls people seen me with were like sisters to me but you just couldn't wait tho throw that in my face just cause you Finally found something to throw in my face-
"Because your to fucking perfect you walk around here with no fault no mistakes your the beautifully sexy guy who everyone loves the perfect mixed guy who never had to worry about anyone judging you because you were perfect Julian king julian" I yelled back
"When the hell have I ever been perfect kree my parents gave me away when I was a kid because they didn't love me I was born a crack addict because my mother was doing crack while she was pregnant 7 foster homes because no one wanted a fucking mexican children in there house I had to fight my way out because I was a wimp in everyone eyes so excuse me if people tend to say I'm perfect when I'm far from it" he said grabbing his keys and walking out the house leaving me stuck there looking stupid
Why would I say that to him
I mean come on looking at julian who wouldn't think he was perfect I mean he's good-looking,bilingual,bi-racial,good hair,loving kind, and look at the type of father he is he worships the kids and treats them like they are kings and queens.

Who do you think was wrong in the situation?