the cause

I was the cause of ruining lives

Now i know one truth

I broke a heart

I broke a soul

I'm the cause

I should've done it

I wish i hadn't

Now how do i mend it?

I hurt her without knowing

All she was doing was going

Going away from her friend

I was just seeking

I wanted to make a friends

Not break them

I'm the cause

The broken soul that's always thinking

Thinking about her life

She wants to move on

But how can she?

I'm the cause

Now it brings tears to my eyes

I am surrounded by lies

It hurts my head

All i want to do is be dead

I made a friend

With the broken heart

Her life a peck mess

Now the other

without her friend

I stole it from her

How can i be so selfish?

I listened to someone

She told me to "make friends"

But now with the souls with the broken heart,

How can they move on

I'm the cause

My life is ruined by someone

The one and only

I wish i had them

She was my guide

Now i lost her

And forever lose her

I won't be like how i used to be

Now i get it

I broke her soul

And now it's coming to me

Now i'm full of "regret"

Now they are back together again

I barely know what's happening

Now i'm being strong

And getting on with life

I wish we were all together from the start

All this happened because of me

I made friends with her

She was close to me but never again

I'm the cause

Why did i do it?

Just why oh why?

Two broken souls going on in life

And me the third

No where out

No where in

Stuck with the thoughts

I don't know who to listen

And who do not

I'm surrounded by confusion

I'm the cause

I said "i'm sorry"

I knew it was me from the start

Heard it a million times

I dont think thats enough

Two broken souls going on in life

I ruined their lives

Also mine

I'm the cause

I can't get rid over it

Its getting to me

And always get to me

How can i mend it?

If i can't mend mine

I just wanted a friend

I needed it

I have been alone for years

Wanted to be happy

But that happiness went

And never returned

I'm the cause

It was better for me to stay alone

Then to break two hearts

I listened to that one person

And it went this far

I wanted to feel it

Never felt close to someone

Never shared my pain and misery

All i needed is to cry

I found someone and i lost them

I found someone else and i lost them

Now where would i go in life

I don't know

I was the cause all along

And it was going on and on