the cause

you ruined everything

I said my feelings to you

I said what was in my mind

There was nothing i can find

I didn't say it before

Because i never felt it

I forgot my past

Then it came back

When you left me

I wonder why

Why can't you understand

Everything I said was true

You just ignored me

Is that all you see?

I stay normal

I get on with life

But i'm not me

The feeling of losing you hurts

The one and only

The one i considered to be with

But that's not going to happen

In a million years

Have you forgotten me?

You went far away

I wonder what your doing

You talk to others

But left me ALONE

I always thought about you

I always blamed myself

Don't know if i was the cause

You're just like the others

Pretending to know me

When i don't know myself

You look at me

Then look away

Why?

I wish i could tell you

I wish i could let it out

But that's not going to happen

You ruined my life before

You told everyone everything

I didn't like that

I didn't expect you to tell

But you did

You went on in life

And left me ALONE

It went too far

It left me with a scar

I still remember it

And forever will remember it

I didn't say a word about my life

Because people will know too much

Then i opened up to you

Told you everything

But you didn't talk to me

Is that all you see

You told someone else

And i didn't know what to say

I only had a friend

She was my guide

I didn't talk to anyone

I stayed crouched in my room

Looking outside the window

Thinking about what you done

It just hurts my head

And leaves me dead

I just had to make it up

Because i didn't know what to say......

My friend was my guide

She understood everything

Because she felt the same

I miss our old times

Where we done everything together

But i wanted to be with you

You were the first person i met

You were the first person i spoke to

After many years of loneliness

Had so many memories of you

I spoke to you

I still remember them

I thought i would be with you

But that wasn't true

It always had to be me and you

I miss our old times .... Please come back !!!

I want to enjoy them

I'm never going to be me

I just don't know .....