i feel like you've abandoned me,
because the only reason you seem to
be around me,
is to have something to do -
but as soon as she comes around,
you leave
without a question.
for once,
i wish to feel loved,
to let my friendships
heal me
in the absence of
relationships.
maybe that is not your job,
maybe this is your decision,
but when i sit alone
with scars covering my thighs
the least you could say is
"Wanna come?"
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May 23, 2016
( But even if you did,
I'm sure I'd say no,
just to save you from hurting. )
YOU ARE READING
Deception
PoetryA collection of poems I've written over a couple of years. Hoping to be published someday. Excerpt --------- When in reality I feel everything from the death that was not mine, to the cuts I did not make. ( "Machine" )
