Dear Harry...

Week Thirteen

I'm back I'm sorry it's been so long I've been dealing with stuff and I have totally neglected this story but the good news is I'm back and here to stay! Hope you like it! Enjoy

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Dear Harry,

Is it a bad thing I'm used to waking up in the hospital now this is the second time In twelve days I've been here.

" What the hell are you thinking?" I hear Niall next to me

" huh?" Is the only response I could come up with

" Harry would hate to see you like this, he would hate that your doing this to yourself because of him! Alexia you can't leave us too! You can't he loved you, we all love you and god dammit why would you do this? Are you fucking mad?" Niall yells at me and then breaks down crying

" I can't help that I'm like this!" I say trying to comfort him

Harry I'm so sorry for everything, Niall's right you would hate to see me like this. But I've realized something this is the new me and just like your tattoo I can't change, loosing you broke me not just my heart but everything I was I'm no longer the girl you fell in love with and I hate myself for that

All my Love

Alexia

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