Tortured love ~ a Trevor Moran fanfiction

Have you ever hated life so much that you just wish that it would end? Well I know the feeling. The only reason I am still here is so that when I am 18 I can find the love of my life. My soul mate. In this world you find the person who will love you no matter what when you are 18, but a lucky few find theirs early. I wish that was me, he could protect me from the bullies. I have been bullied since I was 9 years old, so that means my life has been hell for 5 years. That's not the worst part, my dad has abused me ever since my mom, his soul mate, died 3 years ago. My life really sucks. Four more years, just four more until I can find my love and finally live the life I want to. Be happy, Be loved.