Suicidal || grayson dolan

Heated

*knock knock*
I sleepily opened my eyes. Who was banging this early in the morning? I reached over to grab my phone, only to remember that the fucker took it. I sighed.
I opened the door
"Good morning Lunar" Sandra smiled
"Morning" I said rubbing my eyes
"Breakfast is ready" she said turning
"Follow me"
I followed her down the hall and into the kitchen living area where about 10 other teens were sitting.
My eyes scattered for a place to sit, they finally stopped on a seat next to one of the twins, I think it was Grayson.
I walked over to him "can I sit here?" I smiled pointing to the seat next to him.
"Sure" he said pulling it out from under the table
"Thanks" I said sitting down
There were about 5 different cereals on the counter along with milk.
Grayson grabbed the cornflakes. "What would you like?" He asked
"I'm not hungry" I said putting my hair behind my ear
"Are you sure?" He asked
"Yes"
Everyone was munching away. Grayson pulled out his iPhone 7+ and started texting someone. How come he had his phone.
"Um how come you can have your phone and I can't?" I asked him
"Oh just go and ask Sandra for it back" he said
I got up and went over to Sandra.
"Could I please have my phone back now?" I smiled
"Sure" she said reaching into a box full of phones
"What kind of phone was yours again?" She asked
"iPhone 6 rose gold" I said
"OK is this it?" She said handing me my phone
"Yes thankyou" I said walking back over to the table.
"So why are you here?" Grayson said starting conversation
"My step dad was trying to kill me. What about you?" I asked
"Holy shit" he yelled
"Grayson language" Sandra said
"Sorry" he said laughing
I chuckled.
"My parents left me and Ethan a few years ago" he said
"How long have you been here for?" I asked
"2 years"
"Fuck, that sucks" I said quietly
"I know this place is fucking gross, I've tried to escape so many times" he said laughing
"Why? Can't you leave?"
"No way"
"Why not?" I asked confused
"Because once your here you need pretty good reasons to leave" he said stuffing his face
"Shit. I hope I'm not here for long. I was hoping to go and live with my best friend" I said rubbing my eyes
"Good luck" he smiled
"Thanks" I giggled
He picked up his bowl and got up
"Wanna come?" He asked me grinning
"Ok" i said as I got up and followed him into the kitchen. He put his stuff in the dishwasher.
I followed him back to his room where Ethan was lying on his bed.
Their room smelt like cologne and it was really stuffy.
"Ethan remember Lunar?" Grayson said looking at him
"Yeah hi" Ethan said
"Hey" I smiled
"He wanna come to my room?" I asked Grayson
"Yeah" he smirked
We walked down the hall and into my room, I shut the door behind me.
I turned to face Grayson and he looked into my eyes, and then my lips.
"Wanna sit down" I asked pointing to my bed
We walked over and lay down, grayson pulled out his phone,
"Hey was your number?" He asked
I read him my number and for some reason I felt nervous.
He turned his phone of and looked at me.
"Fuck you're so beautiful" he whispered
"What?" I said pretending I didn't here
He just looked at me.
I think he was gonna kiss me,
I looked at his lips, they were so plump and so kissable. He moved his head in closer, I could feel his breath on my lips now, sending a shiver down my spine.
Our lips were inches apart, I put my hand on his jaw line and kissed him, he pressed against my lips sticking his tongue down my throat.
I got on top of him and kissed him harder.
I pulled away for a second,
"Wait what if Sandra walks in" I whispered
He grabbed my face, "fuck Sandra"
He continued to kiss me,
"G- Grayson"
He pulled away "yeah?"
"We can't do this here" I said
"Where else can we do it then?" He said
"I don't know" I questioned.
I looked into his eyes and god he was so beautiful.
"I think you should go gray" I said "we don't wanna get into trouble"
"Okay" he said, I got off him and he got up and left.
"DINNER!" Sandra yelled.
I walked out to the dining room sat down.
I watched grayson walk over and he sat next to me.
"Hey" he said smiling
"Hey" .
We all got our food and everyone was chatting away.
I felt graysons hand come down to my thigh
I looked at him with wide eyes "GRAYSON" I whispered
He put his hand on my thigh and left it there.
He whispered into my ear, "follow me".
He got up and went down the hall
I followed him.
He went into the bathroom and pulled me into the toilet.
The space was kinda small, he pressed up against me so hard, sending shivers down my body.
He smashed his lips onto mine creating a hot make out.
He began to kiss my neck, he went up to my ear.