Suicidal || grayson dolan

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"It's nothing" he said covering his arm with a pillow.
"Stop getting distracted" he said giggling as he began to kiss me again, I pulled away, he bit my lip, he was breathing really hard, I finally pulled away.
"Are they cuts" I asked worryingly
"Don't worry about I said" he sat up and nudged me off of him.
"I'm sorry I just know what it's like" I said as I pulled up my sleeve. I grabbed his hand and placed it onto my cuts, he ran he's fingers up and down the scars.
I felt something wet fall onto my leg.
I placed my hand onto his face. He was crying.
"Awww are you crying Grayson?" I whispered
He sniffled "I'm fine"
I wrapped my arms around him.
"I'm a mess" he said digging his head into my chest.
"We're both a mess" I said reassuring him.
"We can be a mess together" I smirked
He giggled.
"You don't know about my past, though. And I don't think you want to know. It's bad." He said
I wiped the tears off his cheeks.
"It's okay, nothing is going to change the way I feel about you"
"I really can't tell you, you shouldn't be near me" he said pulling away.
"Grayson don't be stupid" I said moving closer to him
"No, stop. Go back to your room" he said trying to get me up
"No, I'm not going back until you tell me"
"No get out" he said
"Ffs just tell me Grayson, we all have dark pasts"
I moved closer to him,
He looked at the floor.
"When I tell you, do you promise you will get out?" He said looking into my eyes.
"Yes I promise" I said
He lent in and hovered his lips over mine, with an impatient wriggle he pressed his mouth to mine so hard that I could feel his front teeth and shared in the peppermint taste of his saliva.
He pulled away. "I killed someone"