Lifestyle: One Direction

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Hello! This is book two!, so read the first One or this literally wont make sense, like click back and read the first one :) For now on I will use supernatural gifs because I can and I love the show.

I really hope you enjoy and just like this and add it to your reading list, what eva your heart desires.

*Harry's POV*

I sat at the curtains ready for them to open.

I looked at the crowd and I couldn't feel excited or nervous.

I haven't been myself. Apart of me has been torn away and I'm unable to function without it.

I didn't mean to fall into this dark consuming pit, but I fell in face first and haven't found a way out.

I felt a hand rest on my shoulder and I turned around to see Zayn, he gave me a small smile filled with sympathy.

Were all hurting, it's been six months twenty two days since she left and there hasn't been a single word of her in four months.

I hurt the most out of it though and the lads new it, I wasn't able to function I became irritable and lost weight forcing food down my throat on some days.

I didn't snap at the boys as when we did get home we all sat in the silence with the same thoughts.

We didn't go out much only for interviews and things we had to continue to do as a band. But we all didn't have the glint in our eyes. The interviewers urge us to talk and be happy but it's just so hard.

On one occasion a interviewer asked where Liam's cousin went and as it was just Niall and I in the room I had to excuse myself and that part of the tape got cut out. I had ran to the bathroom and cried where Slade came in to comfort me.

He was still here, he promised to take care of us, and he stuck around ignoring any other tasks he needed to do and became a bodyguard among the rest and almost second in charge with Paul.

"Remember.. Please just smile." Slade said standing by us trying his hardest to encourage us to be us again, even if he didn't know us as... well us.

I took a deep breath and smiled as I stepped on stage, the lights engulfed me and the crowd stretched out for miles it seemed. The crowd cheered and I forced a smile into my lips.

Halfway through the concert as we walked around on stage goofing off answering questions I noticed a girl off stage in the crowd but I didn't see her face... No what I saw was her hair, purple hair in a tight bun.

I looked away for a second at the guys and I looked back only to see just a brunette girl standing the crowd smiling up. I gave a small wave as I think I had a confused look the girl the second time I looked over and that lead to louder screams. My mind playing tricks on me.

"That was good lads." Liam said as we walked back as a group to the back stage.

"I thought it was... Fantastic." I voice rung through the strange quietness back here

We all snapped our heads to the direction and we all faced a group of men and woman on each side of Penelope. The crew sat around staring at us with smiles etched on all there faces.

We all gasped and said no more before taking off in her direction. We all wrapped her in a group hug, all of us saying things.

'My god we missed you'

'Don't leave again'

Along the lines of that.

I heard her giggle from the inside of the group hug and we finally released her.