*NEW YEAR'S SPECIAL* Part 2

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(I cant believe it....)

"Tell me about it. Wait... what did Yoona said to you when she was dating that ass?"

(Oh yeah! Ummm... i will imitate what she said, okay.... here i goooo.... 'Jess, dont tell Ji Yong that i am dating Seung Gi oppa okay? Because if you do... you know' and i was like... 'Mueoseolyeo!!?? What happened to you, Yoona? Is there something wrong?' and she was all like.... 'It was because... last night i remembered... that i was in the cafe with Myungsoo... and he said he still loved me but i broke his heart and ruined him and... i dont want it to happen again thats why i have been ignoring him' and i was like... 'Arasseo, arasseo' did you think it was funny? Well, i do hahaha!! Even how she talks i imitated!!)

"You are just trying to impress me right?"

(Aniyo!! J-joogoolae!! >\\\\\\\\\\\\< )

"Forget it. She already has feelings for that stupid shit"

(So... umm... i know this is weird and awkward but... can we spend the time together? At the park? I-its not like a date or something but...)--


"Arasseo. Tomorrow noon dont forget it? Saranghae hahaha!!"

(Ne. Saranghae....)

I hung up. Our conversation was cool and you know... funny haha! But.... she left me because she was worried about me?

I try to close my eyes but all i saw was a beautiful angel crying out for help. Telling me to come right away to where she was. I opened my eyes. What was i thinking!!!

You already told yourself years ago before our break up, that i should move on when Yoona likes someone other than me. What. the.fuck

And every time i will give her a gift, she would cry and say sorry. But her, all she gives me is pain. I cant stand it anymore

I would choose love other than life and career. But.... why does it feel so.... painful? Every time i see her... with that fucktard!

I got to get some rest... i have been thinking for a long time...

--SNSD's Dorm at 6:05 PM--

(YOONA'S POV)

I dont really want to think about how im feeling right now. Here i am, staring at the pictures of me and Ji Yong. Im seriously worried about him. What will happen if i ignore him all the time!? I dont want him to get drunk and use drugs!! I want him to... be happy!!

I burst into tears while thinking of him

Then Jessica comes into my room

"Yoona can i tell you some-"

She ran to me and it looks like she is really worried

"What happened to you!? Did Seung Gie oppa broke up with you!?"

"Aniyo. I just.... thought about Ji Yong... i did everything for him to be the way he was!!"

"Uhhmm... about Ji Yong... we are... dating"

"Im happy for you two. Just... take care of him... i left him because i loved him so much to see him suffer in the pain i made...."

"I promise, i will"

"Kamsamnida, Jessica, for understanding. I know you will tell him everything i said... i know he wont understand but.... give him some hints that i... still love him"

"Ne. You can trust me, Yoona"

"I need to get some rest..."

"Cause you need one kekeke~"

She went out of my room silently, since i dont want to be disturb....

I slept... i cant take him out of my mind! I... i... need to call him! Even if he is sleeping. I stared at my cellphone again. I dialed him and he picked up his phone quickly. I think he has something important to say too

After quite a while, i didnt talk

(Yoboseyo? Yoona?)

"Uhh... ne... i... have something really important to say to you"

(I dont want to be hurt again...)

"Just this once! And i will never interfeir with your life after this..."

(I dont know...)

"You have always been in my mind!! I cant stop worrying about you! What will you do if... Seung Gi is my boyfriend?"

(Nothing. Yoona, listen to me, im already tired. All the pain, after all these years. And i dont want that to happen to me again)

"I-i know...."

(But. What will YOU do if Jessica is my girlfriend?)

"Uhh... n-nothing!"

(Really?)

"N-ne! ^^' "

(Arasseo. We already have an understanding. I hope i see you succeed in the future. And, i want to see you happy)

"Kamsamnida, Ji Yong"

(*sigh* Annyeong, Yoona)

"Arasseo, annyeong! ^^ "

(Forever....)

I hung up before i could hear what he said after i said goodbye at him.... hmmm... i think he said... forever? Hmmm.... goodbye, forever? FOREVER!!!??

I buried my face on my pillow and screamed on the top of my lungs

"IM SORRY, OPPA!! FOR EVERYTHING!!! YOU SHOULDNT HAVE FELL IN LOVE WITH ME IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!"

And i heard the door open. And someone going near me. Hearing his footsteps, my heart beating fast

"I fell in love with you because you are perfect for me"

"B-but... im a wreck!!"

"You are not. You are MY angel"

"Im telling you, im not! If you havent fell in love with me, you shouldnt have been ruin!! I REGRET EVERY PAIN I DID TO YOU!!!!"

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