I walked and walked for hours and hours, watching as drunks came out of bars and other people who just came out to have a walk like me, i wonder what the others are doing.. probably celebrating, i took a sip from the bottle that i was still carrying but there was nothing left but a drop, i placed the bottle down on the ledgeof a bar window as i passed, mostly every house had lights on, i guess they were all partying.. like i should be with Davy and the others but i'm not i'm out here on my own, in the cold walking about like a lost puppy, i couldn't go back though, i don't think i could handle it, i need to get over it, he's not single no more and hasn't been for a long while, yet from now on he's gunna be engadged
There was only one place where i wanted to go, home but i forgot my key and Jane was out with her boyfriend so i was stuck, i walked up to a sign which said 'carnival at the pier, open tonight 10-10am', so I went down there, it was lit up with tones of lights all flickering and everything, i had no money so i just watched as people played on bumper cars and such "you alright hun?" someone said standing next to me as i leand on a rail.
"Yes thanks" he put his arm around me and i instantly pushed it off "ok mate, i know your drunk of something so don't do it again or you'll wake up with hurt balls alright" he laughed and turnt me round "mate i to- Mike" another face of the past.
"Hey, sorry i noticed you here on your own and thought i'll come see if your alright" i hugged him tightly "come with me a sec" he took me by the hand and went to the feris wheel "were gunna have a couple of go's ok Jim" the guy named Jim nodded and let us on, we both sat down and i cuddled up to him "so whats wrong?" he wiped my tears away and kissed my head.
"It's complicated but long story short, my close friend who i nearly had a relationship with, got a girlfriend ages ago when i went to a 3 month work experience, incase i wanted to change carrier and just a little while ago he poposed to her.. but i still have feelings for him so i just ran and ran and came here to get away from it all" he hugged me tighter as he lent his head on mine.
"Oh thats mad sweet, ah as i remember Davy around and was looking for you" i grined slightly
"Yeah i talked to him a little while before i went" he smiled.
"Do you have someone to stay" he asked so i thought, go back to the guys and see the new place.. or go home and sit outside.
"Yeah but not really but i'll find somewhere" he smiled.
"Wanna come stay with me with night, i've got a spare bedroom and i promise i wont try anything on with ya" i smiled "if its alright" he nodded "come on i'll take ya there now, i've just finshed work anyway" we waited untill the ride stopped and then go off "see ya later Jim" he (Jim) waved goodbye.
It was only a little walk away, it was a really nice place, all done up and everthing "want something to drink or you tired?" i smiled.
"I don't really think i should have anymore, i've got work tomorrow and have to be up at 7, thanks anyway" he nodded and took me up stairs, he opened a door.
"Er you are, its alright yeh?" i kissed his cheek.
"Its fine, thanks so much, i'm really gratefull of this" he smiled.
"Do you need some clothes or something?" i shrugged my shoulders.
"I take it thats a yes" he quickly went and got some clothes "ere are, hope there not too big" i laughed.
"Thanks again" i threw of my shoes and hugged him tightly.
"I'll be in the next room if you need anything ok?" i smiled and kissed him lightly.
"Ok" he felt his lips as i shut the door and got changed...
An hour later and i couldn't sleep, i got up and crept out of my room and into his, should i do this or not, will he be angry or something.. he was laying on his back and his arms spread out so i continued to creep into his bed, i cuddle up to him and he woke up but just wrapped his arms around me with a smile, i soon fell asleep after that...
