Poems

Not a poem just my feelings

I cry, because I'm scared. I'm scared that I finally lost you. I can't be the strong person without you. My heartaches for you. Dude I totally miss you. I just want you to be back with me.  I want you by my side. Remember all our promises? What are they now? I can't do this anymore. I just want you back. I want my boy back. I want my love back. I want to feel those sparks, I want to feel the warm blood flowing through our intertwined fingers. I fucking miss you. I miss your smile. I miss your name. I miss your kisses. I miss feeling safe. I want it all back. Just please. Please say you are going to keep our promises. Because I will. no matter what. I love you. and I will continue to love you. Through all the years that pass. I just want what I had back. I wish you would stop being so stubborn and Fucking talk to me. Stop being this way. Just.... Just be my friend again. Cause that's what I need. I need my friend back. I'm sorry I sound mad. But I'm not I just need you back... I want you back in my life... Before its too late. I don't wanna loose you forever ... I want you here no matter what. .....