Yoosung: Hello (U/N)-Senpai.
You: Hello Yoosung.
Yoosung: I hate what Jaehee said. She doesn't know anything about me...
Yoosung: Don't be offended with what I'm about to say.
Yoosung: I found out I don't like you.
Yoosung: I only see you as a shadow of Rika.
Yoosung: I'm just not ready for a relationship right now.
You: That's nice.
*You logged out of chat*
Yoosung: I'm sorry... T_T
*Yoosung logged out of chat*
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You stare blankly at the chat as if what you saw was just some joke. Deep down you knew it wasn't but there was just something telling you you messed up. But where? In which chats did you miss out on that would make him say this? How many private messages did you miss to make him think this way? So many thoughts raced through your mind to the point it made you resort to your worst habit: self harm. It had been so long since you have done it but yet it had been this boy who had stopped your bad habit.
A beep radiated through your phone with the phone call buzzer vibrating your phone. It made you sob harder into your wrist as the first slight sign of blonde caressed the side of your wrist. It was Zen. He was the one who had filled Yoosung's brain with not comparing you to Rika who was insane. You didn't even answer the phone before slamming down on the 'cancel call' button and throwing your phone across the phone where the screen cracked on the screenshot of Yoosung smiling.
"Yoosung." You sob, burying your face into your hands as tears streamed harder. "What'd I do wrong?" You whisper, staring at the gashes across your wrist. They seethed with pain until you brought another gash across your wrist. You hadn't meant to make it that deep until blood seeped deeply across your skin and onto the white carpet. Black spots clouded your vision as darkness overcame you.
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A ring zoomed across your vision as a blur of golden light seared in front of you. Rika appeared right before you, tracing her finger tips across your cheek and to your arm. A golden ribbon appeared in her hands as a smile curled across her features as the golden ribbon wrapped around your arms with the self harm marks.
As you were about to say something she opened her gorgeous candy apple green eyes. "They need you. Yoosung needs you." She pressed her palms to your eyes. "Wake up."
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A gasp escaped your lips as you bolt up from your bed, staring at the nurses, doctors, and sobbing RFA members at the door way. The doctor was checking his watch. In the corner of the room you swore you spotted Rika smiling but it was Yoosung. The blonde boy you've known from the RFA community. The urge to hold him over kept you but you resisted, turning your eyes toward Zen who had fought through the nurses holding him back.
"Miss... You were marked dead three minutes ago.." The doctor gasped, dropping his arm to his side. "You are extremely lucky to be alive.."
As the news hit you, the clock hands hit 12:00 in the morning. Did it really only happen in the morning? Time must have flied because you felt the urge to just fall asleep right then and there but Zen was the only one supporting you to sit up. His whole form was clinging onto you as he cried into your shoulder. There was nothing you could do to comfort him other than state blankly at the covers. No ounce of emotion left in you. Your eyes shown plain like a blank canvas. No artistic paint value to them as others would say. Just a blank void of shock, melancholy, and worst: betrayal to see the boy you loved right in front of you, talking to one of the nurses.
"Why would you do that?! All because of Yoosung?! Don't you know how much we care for you?!" Zen yelled, pulling away to hold onto your shoulders. Yoosung seemed to have heard in on it because he was now staring at you. Not through you like you were Rika but as for YOU.
"Zen..." You whispered, lifting your hand up and placing it on his cheek. "I haven't told you much about my past or why I do what I do.. But my life is shìt and before the RFA I wasn't this happy go lucky person but who is? My life is still shit but it's still better in the RFA but for the first time.. I feel.. Unwanted." You whisper, hanging your head so that your hair feel into your eyes. "I'm leaving the RFA.."
Everyone jumped to there seats including Jumin who was holding his cat tightly to his chest. Yoosung bolted up to you, pressing forehead against your own and for a split second your eyes showed their gorgeous color (pretty sure?) but only for a second until you rolled your shoulders to make him let go but he didn't, he pressed his nose to your own. "I'm sorry... I thought you loved Zen instead of me..." He put his lips near yours but you resisted, trying to pull away but he didn't let go. "Please.. It was stupid of me.." And then he moved in, placing a kiss to your lips. "You are kind... You are loved... You are important."
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Okay so I got a Bad Ending for the first time in Mystic Messenger but the weird this is.. I literally didn't cry.. I was like so extremely shocked and I felt like I did something wrong for like a while cuz for the hourglasses I was try to save a few for the visual mode but then fUCKING YOOSUNG HAD TO BITCH ABOUT RIKA AND NOW IM JUST FEELING SUPER BETRAYED! Also I had to restart everything, the game kept crashing every single time I opened the first three chats and now I can't even 'save and load' em anymore. Sorry for the rant btw.. I was like balling my eyes out because I was getting agitated by not being able to load it.
