I don't understand some people and how they can just sit at a computer and bully someone that they don't even know. They go onto YouTube and post some hateful comment about a video or appear on a livestream where someone is having a fun time with viewers and make that person feel horrible with their words. I can't understand how these people think that it's alright to do something like this and then to laugh at the person or whoever responds to them.
Reason for this page is that though I probably shouldn't say it I'm going to just so everyone who reads understands that I do understand what I'm saying when it comes to this. Recently and well even when I first started with livestreaming I knew that I would get trolls and some mean people. But really what I got was something that hurt because it made me think about how much I have struggled with in my life. I've had people come onto my livestreams and tell me to hang myself because I am nothing, people tell me to kill myself because I suck at what I do, and then people who tell me I'm ugly over and over.
Well here's the thing though I try hard not to show the pain that I feel when people do these types of things it hurts. I hate myself as it is and I've done some stupid things to myself in the past (is just a few days ago counts), I've cried after streams before because of these people and it just hurts to know that people think that they are in the right when they say things like that to people.
People need to think before they speak whether face to face with someone or over the computer because these words do hurt and they can wound someone deeply. So yeah here's my rant for the day....
Later guys...
