Yeah so though I do YouTube and Stream a lot on Twitch I have found something out about myself that is quite odd in a way. I don't know if anyone will understand this unless they are really shy and don't enjoy talking to other people. But what I found out if that when someone calls me out to talk or if I have to speak in front of a group of people I shut down. I can't speak.... my voice is just gone.... depending on the situation is how long my voice gone. Sometimes it's a few seconds and other times its a couple minutes.
I really don't mind but at times I seriously dislike that this happens especially when opportunities to meet new people come about. And this even happens around my family who I should be able to talk to but I can't.... they don't understand and just say that I am backwards when it comes to communication.
So yeah before things get really personal this is what I have come to find out about myself.
