before this fic ends. . . → hi marge! (-ddeokboki) ←
you're one of my favorite people okay so this one's for you!!! ♡
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[ s i x // fin ]
one thing he doesn't
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"No. I don't think it will turn out well." Jihoon said, crossing out a lot of lines he worked on for three hours. It was only him, Soonyoung, Seungcheol, and a few strangers beside the Han River. With them sat bottles of soju, french fries, and four boxes of flavored chicken sat on a picnic blanket. Nakahiga si Seungcheol habang kinakain yung chicken drumstick, si Soonyoung naman ay nagso-soundtrip samantalang si Jihoon ay nagsusulat ng lyrics.
Well, Seungcheol planned this day. Gusto niya lang naman i-treat si Jihoon para ma-relax ang sarili niya at makapagpahinga naman. Mukhang hindi na nasisikatan ng araw yung tao. Kailangan rin ni Seungcheol makapag-isip tungkol sa mga pangyayari sa sarili niya.
He found it awkward to be alone with Jihoon recently, so who else would he call to join him? Their co-leader Soonyoung, of course! Para masabi niya na leaders' hang out 'yun, oh 'di ba. Kahit walang maniniwala sa kaniya.
It's not like he hates Jihoon that he wouldn't want to be alone with him. He can never hate the younger. It was just not the same; the way they hung out together during their pre debut days. He became hesitant on doing intimate things with the latter unlike before, where he would suddenly run to him and hug him real tight.
It was the feelings Seungcheol felt for the latter that made him hesitate on whatever he wanted to do. Kaya kinakailangan ni Seungcheol ng araw na ito: Hindi niya alam kung ano ang gagawin niya. Nafru-frustrate nga nga siya. That fact that even if Jihoon's meters away from him, he would still feel things towards the younger. He would suddenly find himself smiling as he watched Jihoon sing, laugh, or even do nothing.
And hey, Seungcheol can't stop that, can he? Sure he thought of avoiding any skin contact with Jihoon but it's still there. Even if Jihoon's not present, those feelings that screamed for the younger lingers. Ano pa ang point kung iiwas siya? He actually feel like Jihoon is slowly drifting away from him, and he would never want that to happen.
Ah, he knew a day off from work would make him clear his head and decide on things.
He finally told himself that he shouldn't hesitate and go back to being clingy on Jihoon again. It felt nice, it makes Seungcheol happy. Jihoon's smile, Jihoon's little laugh --- anything the younger does makes Seungcheol feel warm. It was like he was all Seungcheol needs to survive a day. Jihoon's special, that's how Seungcheol concluded all the feelings for Jihoon. And Seungcheol is not even sure why, but he hopes he's special to him too.
