I Can't Decide

Painful Past

~I'm sorry if the Korean words, phrases or name structures are wrong, I'm an English speaker so that would explain it.

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Shannon's P.O.V.

"Oh great we have arrived! My butt hurts." Complained Ji Yeon. I rolled my eyes and unlocked the doors to the hotel rooms. "Yah stop complaining. Here are the hotel room keys, split it up among yourselves and decide who is sharing." I explained to them. "I"m sharing with Shannon!" exclaimed Eun Ha. 

 "Hey, you know if any fan catches us here we are dead. By the way, where is Suho and Sehun?" I whipped my head towards the sound.

"Who is that? That sounds like EXO"s Baekhyun." whispered Jimin. 

I gave them one mighty shove into one of the rooms but before I could close the door Baekhyun and I made eye contact. Hours seemed to pass but it was barely seconds. I took my chance to close the door as he shook his head and closed his eyes, seeming to not believe the site.

Baekhyun's P.O.V.

"Please can we just sneak out into the hallway? Butakamnida? Suho and Sehun sneaked out earlier and still have not come back. Let's go look for them." Chanyeol pleaded. I looked at him and replied hesitantly, "What if we get caught?" "We won't" he persisted. Finally I gave in and we left the safety of the hotel room. "Hey, you know if any fan catches us here we are dead. By the way, where is Suho and Sehun?" I asked Chanyeol. 

Just then we heard a scuffle around the corner and we turned to see a person I thought I would never see again. Before she closed the door, I thought it was Shannon, my high school sweetheart. 

*Flashback*

"Ri Na, I can't date you, I have a girlfriend." I explained to my high school friend. "Please oppa!" she begged adorably. I gave her a stern look. 

"Okay fine, I understand, but just one goodbye kiss?" and before I could object she grabbed my neck and pulled me in for a kiss. Just then books fell to the floor. I pulled away from Ri Na to see my girlfriend of three years, Shannon. 

"Its not what you think!" I told her hurriedly. She just shook her head and replied with "We're over. Ii never want to see your face again."and ran of. I tried running after her but I lost her around the corner.

*End of Flashback*

Up till this day I have not forgotten her and I think I still love her. "Aye! Hello! Baekhyun!" yelled Chanyeol waving a hand in front of my face. "You good?" he asked. I just shook my head because I could not speak. I was probably tired and delusional. "I just need to sleep." I replied to Chanyeol. 

Shannon's P.O.V.

"Ooo this ramen noodles tastes so good," sighed Soehyun. I just chuckled and replied with, "Only you Soehyun, only you." She looked at me and grinned while I shook my head. Even though Soehyun was older, we never used Korean formalities towards each other because we thought ourselves as equal and not all of us were Korean. I guess we were also just close that way.

"Hey Shannon," said Mi Na. I looked at her questioningly, "What is it?" She looked around hesitantly before asking, "What was that in the hallway? When you closed the door and was going in the room, I saw your face, and it was the first time I have ever seen you so heartbroken." At that moment, I lost my appetite and I put down my food. I think it was time to tell them. "It all started when I was sixteen..."

*Flashback*

Ring! Ring! "Okay class, you may leave." said Ms. Jackson, my English teacher. It was the end of school and I was going to meet my oppa,Baekhyun after a long day of school. He was three years higher than me and also a trainee to become a boy band singer. Before I met him,I decided to collect some books from the library for my sister. After finishing that, I rounded the corner. My eyes widened and my books fell to the floor. My heart instantly shattered into a million pieces. Baekhyun was kissing another girl, named Ri Na. They broke off the kiss instantly and Baekhyun looked at me with shocked eyes. "Its not what it looks like." he exclaimed. I just shook my head and replied shakily, "We're over. I never want to see your face again." I ran out after that onto the school's rooftop. As soon as I reached, I slumped down against the railing. I saw Baekhyun run outside looking for me but I was done with him. Once a cheater, always a cheater.

*End of Flashback*

After I finished the story, there was an uproar. Surprisingly, there were no tears running down my face, but my eyes were watery. 

"I could go kill him right now!" Tiffany growled in disgust. I shook my head my head and gave her a genuine smile, "Oh my god! Shannon just smiled genuinely!" screamed Jimin. I immediately stopped smiling. It was rare to see me genuinely smile and I wanted to keep that reputation. I rolled my eyes instead.

"Omo! Shannon...how are you going to crash tomorrow? You are paired up to him for the most of the performance." Eun Ha said sympathetically

"I will be fine. Its not only him I'm paired with, there is Sehun and Chanyeol too." I told her narrowing my eyes, "Everyone knows their partner right?" I asked. "Jimin is with Xuimin, Tiffany is with Lay, Mi Na is with Suho, Soehyun is with D.O., Ji Yeon is with Chen and Eun Ha is paired with Kai." A reply of "Nae!" came from all six and I nodded my head. 

"Okay. Great, we should go to bed. A long day tomorrow. The day before the concert. Rest up, practice whole day tomorrow." I told my teammates.

"Jal Jja" everyone said before the lights were off.

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It was originally supposed to be Chanyeol as her heart breaker but I thought that Baek fitted better so I changed it. Hope you enjoy. :-)