I Can't Decide

Preparation

~The video above is of a cover of monster by defdance. Just imagine that its seven people instead of nine. ;D

Shannon's P.O.V.

"5...6,7,8!" Right now we were in a practice studio, dancing our asses off for tomorrow's crash. The songs that EXO was doing tomorrow was Promise, Monster and Call me Baby, so that was what we were practicing. It was hot in the studio, everyone was sweating and breathing hard.

"Ok you guys can take a break now," I told them. We were doing this straight for approximately two hours. 

"Yahhhhh! That was the longest practice I have ever felt we did. Even thought its not." complained Eun Ha.

"You always complain Eunie, just be quiet this once." retorted Ji Yeon. Being the miserable maknae she is, Eun Ha just stuck her tongue out at Ji Yeon.

"Okayy, so we should just practice once more and then we will stop for today. So, get off your lazy behinds." I said the the group. Groans and complaints were heard but I ignored them and pressed play on the sound system. 

~~Time Jump~~

"Yahh, I'm so drained!" said Tiffany out of breath. We were all on the floor for the past five minutes after our last practice.

I looked at the clock, "Only eighteen more hours till its time. Lets plan out what time everything is again." We all gathered in a circle and rechecked everything.

"So we are entering at the second chorus of promise from the top level of the concert hall, so basically the roof. We will be on these ropes that will look bad ass. From then on we dance until the second chorus of Call Me Baby. Hopefully, the security doesn't run us by then. From the first vocals of Monster is where you are going to be paired off. And well everyone knows the choreography for Monster because that is the only song we need to know EXO's choreography, the rest is ours and that is it. The van will be waiting through the back." I finished speaking and looked around. They were all dozing off. I shook my head.

"YAHH!! Go to the rooms and sleep. You all look dead." I chuckled. After they had left, I decided to head back to my room also.

Baekhyun's P.O.V.

"Baek! Where are you going?" asked Chen. I looked at him and considered if I should tell him the truth. I honestly didn't know where I was going. I just needed to know if what I had seen yesterday was true. Was it really Shannon?

"Amm just...for a walk?" I answered vaguely. 

"Oh okay. Buy me a snack." He replied looking back at the television.

I just nodded and left the hotel room. As I walked down the halls a group of six girls passed me. They all looked super tired but when they saw me, a look of recognition flashed through their eyes and they walked away faster. 

I just shook my head in in confusion. As I rounded the corner however, I crashed into an unexpected person. 

"Ah joesonghabnida." She said. I just started at her. She just looked up at me and I fell for her all over again.

"Nae salang...Shannon..." I whispered in disbelief.

(CAN WE JUST TAKE A MINUTE TO REFLECT ON HOW CLICHÉD THAT WAS. LMAO)

Jimin's P.O.V.

"I'm soo tired," I complained. We were walking down the hall towards our room. Footsteps were heard ahead of us and when we looked up, all of us gasped. It was Baekhyun from EXO. We all quickened our paces to reach the room.

After he had passed I pulled out my cell phone. "I have to warn Shannon. What if she walks into him in the middle of the hallway."

RING RING!

"She is not picking up. Lets go wait for her in the room."

Shannon's P.O.V.

My phone was ringing in my hand but all I could do was stare.

"Nae salang...Shannon..." he called me.

"Baekhyun." I said almost breathless. Even after all these years I still loved him, But... I couldn't...he broke my heart.

Tears filled my eyes as I looked at him. He reached out to touch my face but I backed away.

"Mianhae, I have to go." I said to him, trying to keep my voice emotionless.

As i walked past him, he grabbed my arm but I pulled it away and walked even faster to my room. I ran for the cleaning supply room and closed the door behind me. That was where I broke down. 

After a couple minutes I got up and dried my eyes. Pulling out a mirror and some makeup from my bag, I re-applied so that the group wouldn't notice that I was crying. Then I walked to the hotel room. As soon as I entered, I was bombarded with questions, but I was prepared.

"Shannon, are you okay?" asked Mi Na.

"What are you talking about?" I asked pretending to be confused.

"You didn't run into anyone coming down the hall?" She asked looking at me with wide eyes.

I smiled and replied, "Aniiii, was I supposed to?"

"Anii, I was just...curious...Lets eat!" She tried to change the subject.

After they all went into the main area of the hotel room however, I almost burst out into tears, so I went and took a shower to wash out the evidence of my crying.

Baekhyun's P.O.V.

After she left, I just stood there for a while, trying to remember all the fine details about her. I walked back into my room however with a heavy weight on my shoulders. As i entered the room, Chen asked me. "Yah hyung where is my....., Hyung? You okay?" He asked me with a worried voice. 

I just replied "Nae salang..." my voice cracking signaling I wanted to cry before I actually broke down, head in my hands.

All I remember after that was the members helping me to bed before I slept away in a state of sadness and regret.

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Sigh. The moment where we all wish we could meet them just once. :'(