Yoongi pov.
Stupid Merida. Why are trolls so dumb, she defied me, she must pay.
"Are you okay Yoongi?" Jin asks, looking genuinely worried.
"Yes, I just need to deal with a little problem " I sigh deeply.
Jin stops massaging my feet, and stands up.
He places a hand on my shoulder, "you know, I was terrified of you at first, being the most intimidating thing I have seen. I still think that, but im not afraid to say this..."
Jin notices my anger and he gulps.
"Calm down for christ sake,"
His words don't calm me.
How dare he think he has the audacity to speak down to me. To even think that he was okay is insane. He may be handsome, he may be smart, but what he just said was idiotic.
I glare at him. Standing up, he cowars a little. I shove him onto the floor with force. A loud noice bounces off my walls, followed by Jin's cry of pain.
Curled on the floor, Jin stays deathly still.
He wimpers and sobs.
What the hell did I just do?
I rush to his aid.
Why do I feel remorse for such a pathetic thing?
I lift his aching body up.
"Get off of me!" Jin cries, but I dont listen, I hold him carefully in my arms and hug him tightly.
"I am so sorry Jin!" I blurt out. Not thinking. Not caring.
He squeezes me, "make the pain go away!" His arm is injured badly. "I know you can do it so just do it!"
I pause everything.
I erase my actions.
Lets try that again.
Instead of feeling a burning anger, I feel saddened, creating a sombre atmosphere in my room. I have never felt it.
I hate this!
Even though I am the most intelligent being to ever exist, what I just did was stupid. At least only I know it happened.
"Are you okay Yoongi?" Jin asks, looking genuinely worried.
I do not reply, I stand up and wrap my arms around the human, squeezing tightly.
Why does he make me feel?
After about thirty seconds I release Jin from my grasp. "You feel emotion?"
"For the first time I just felt something terrible, nothing angry, nothing happy, it felt awful!"
"You felt sadness?" Jin asks, sounding certain it was that.
"I am not entirely sure," I explain in a low tone, "just pretend this didnt happen and get yourself a drink,"
Jin pov.
I felt terrible for making Yoongi feel sad. I can't believe I managed to do this to him.
Cockily, I think "its my charm,"
I know its true, I can tell by the way he looks at me.
I just made the most powerful being in existance feel sadness. I dont know whether to feel proud or terrible, its kind of a mix.
I cant believe I feel remorseful for Yoongi!
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I proceed to torture myself with this thought as I sit next to him.
Yoongi pov.
I feel terrible for hurting Jin so violently. I can believe that I was capable of it, so why do I feel so... remorseful?
I just hurt the most handsome, kind-hearted human in existance.
Its hard for me to say that about anyone, let alone a human.
I dont know whether or not I should feel proud of myself for hurting someone so perfect or terrible for showing remorse to that person.
I am so sorry Jin.
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I proceed to torture myself with this thought as I sit next to him.
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Hey guys!
This chapter wasnt exactly on the story line but I feel like it was needed.
-sorry but this is not a fanfic between Yoongi and Jin-
NAMJIN AND YOONMIN FOR LIFEU!!
The next chapter will be back on the usual story line.
