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We were numb. We didn't care about what was going on around us. We we're hurt by the people we loved and thought loved us.
Monday
I got off the couch waking Justin up.
I went to the kitchen and plugged up our phones and got into the shower. When I got out I looked in the mirror I had bags under my eyes and my eyes we're bloodshot from crying. I still had hickeys to big to go away in a week and a bite mark from when Luke and I had rough sex one day my hips had purple marks and hickeys on them. I went and put on black skinny jeans that had holes in then going down both legs and a white tee shirt that I tucked in and put on my red hoodie that had Mickey mouse covering his eyes and it had little sis at the bottom. I slipped on my red vans and threw my hair in a messy bun and didn't bather to put on makeup.  I grabbed my backpack and my keys when I got down stairs my brother had on the same thing only his hoodie was black and said big bro and he had on black pants and black vans we ate and I grabbed our phones and got in my car and drove to school. When we got there I went with Justin to his locker and ohivion came up
O: hey babe
He looked at her and slammed his locker shut and we went to mine after getting our stuff we went to our first class which sucks because I sit next to luke we stepped in and justin followed me he sat next to ohivion
J: move
L: what
J: I wanna sit next to my sister now move
L:o-ok
He got up and sat next to ohivion with both of them looking at us. The day went at lunch we got our stuff and went to go outside of course we would have to pass by calums table when we did he called me
C: aahjanae
He waved for us to come sit with them and the others smiled while Luke kept his head down and ohivion played with her food. I gave him a small smile and shook my head no then followed Justin outside their smiles droped watched us go outside the day went on of Luke trying to talk to me and ohivion trying to get me to tell her why Justin broke up with her do now here she is at my locker
O: can you please tell me
A: why don't you ask him yourself?
O: because he won't tell me
A: that's not my problem
O: I thought you we're my friend
A: yea I thought the same about you and then my brother gets hurt by you
I said then walked away I walked to the football field since my brother wanted me to watch him. When practice was done we went to meccas and got food. When got home Liz what there on my porch
A: Liz?
Liz: hi aahjanae
A: it's cold out would you like to come in
Liz: please
I opened the door and my brother went to go take a shower and I sat in the kitchen with Liz
A: would you like tea
Liz: yea please
I made tea in three mugs for Justin also and sat down on the table waiting for Liz to tell me what she was doing here
Liz: I'm here about luke...he hasn't been the same since he left for school last Friday when I his dad or brothers try to talk to him he won't say anything he stays up all night crying and playing his music he won't eat as much I was wondering if you knew why
A: luke cheated on me Liz
Liz: oh God
A: yea my brother and I came back early to surprise everyone when Luke and Alisha we're snogging and my brothers girlfriend came out the janitors closet with some guy
Liz: I am so sorry
A: I could try to talk to Luke but I'm not ready to get back together
Liz: OK thank you I'm not asking for that just talk to him please can you come with me he's been locked in the bathroom since he came home
A: oh God yes come on let's go
I told Justin we're I was going and we rushed back to her house when we got there Ben and Jack we're out side the door 
Ben: luke come out please
L:.....
Jack: come on bro we're worried about you
I stepped closer and told them to move
A: Luke?
L: a-ahjanae?
A: yes Luke can you let me in
It was quite then I heard the door unlock I asked for a minute alone with him and they went downstairs. I went and there he was a broken Luke he sat on the floor with a bottle of pills and five cuts in his arm
A: oh my God Luke why would  you do that
L: because I lost you
A: no I'm right here
L: I didn't so it aahjanae
A: what?
L: she kissed me I love you not her
A: you love me?
L: yes
A: how do I know your not lying
He pulled out his phone and went to the number that didn't have a name and called it
Al: lukey ...did you finally realise you don't love aahjanae like you say you did
L: no why did you kiss me
Al: because I knew she was coming
L: how
Al: I seen her and her brother pulling in the car park and you so happen to be going to the bathroom so I slammed you against your locker and kissed you
L: your pathetic and I hate you
He hung up and looked at me I climbed into his lap and grabbed his hands in mine while kissing all his cuts
A: promise me you won't so that ever again
L: I promise
A:good
I grabbed his face and kissed him he kissed back and wrapped his arms around my waist we kissed for a while until he's mom asked if we we're ok .