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Aahjanaes pov
After seeing luke I felt my heart break more. I couldn't stand it. I wanted to talk it out with him. It was 10 and Im taking Liz home
A: hey Liz do u think I can talk to luke when we get to your house
Liz: of course
When we got there Liz went to the kitchen. I went up to lukes room and was about to knock on the door and I heard moans. I stood there in shock
O: fuck Luke I'm coming
L: me to ohivion
I felt a tear slip down my cheek and I went downstairs
Liz: did you talk to him- oh God what's wrong
A: I think he's better without me. I'm sorry but I can't stay here I'll keep in touch with you
Liz: what
A: I'm going home
Liz: I'll just come over tomorrow
A: no Liz I'm going back to my hometown
Liz: oh honey you can't let a boy run you away
A: and I can't sit by and witch it I'm sorry
Liz: oh OK I'll call you then
I hugged her and called the airport booked a last minute plan ride home
When I got home I packed all my stuff and Justin helped me put it in the car and him and Ashley took me to the airport
Lukes pov
Ohivion and I hit our highs just as my mom came in
Liz: you know what Luke? I'm am sick and tired of you aahjanae is the only girl that actually liked you and would stay with you through think and thin. She would treat you better than any other girl in this world she is your everything she mad you happy when you we're s a d all the time and she is the only girl I would approve in  your bed as long as your under my roof
L: are you forgetting she left me
Liz: right so that's why she was talking about you all day and how she said she felt like a bitch for breaking up with you and your the one who cheated or is that why she was ready to come up here and talk to you about you and her being together and she stood here and poored her eyes out to me while you in bed with that. I know shes  your friend or whatever but I'm sorry luke and I'm sorry for this to your my son and I love you but you are pathetic and you have a bad choice in girls you chose but that was one hell of a girl you let get away.
With that's she slammed the door and left leaving me and ohivion shocked. I got up and got in the shower and hurried to get dressed when I got done I kicked obivion out and ran to aahjanaes when I got there her brother answered the door
J: what
L: is aahjanae here
J: she doesn't want to see you
L: please it's important
J: no
L: please just let me see her... why won't you let me see her
J: she is tired Luke u made her like this she went home she moved back with our mom
L: what
J: she's about to board her flight in an hour
I ran back home and got in my car and went to the airport when I got there aahjanae was about to board her plain
L:aahjane?
I screamed and she turned around
I ran to her and she stood there
L: we're are you going
A: so now you care
L: I've always cared
A: no you dont you don't care if what I need you we're so egar to get back together and then when I told u I needed time you sleep with the person apart of why we're in this in the first place
L: I know and I'm sorry in need you here with me I can't be further apart from you than I am now
A: there you go again telling me what you need I need to go hone and get away from this I can't be here with you im sorry
We were both crying and I looked into her eyes and I could see hurt and anger. It broke my heart to see her like that she grabbed the back of my neck and kissed me. I kissed back and she pulled away and left. I just lost her she's not coming back this time. I stayed in all weekend and cried and my mom talked to aahjanae.
Justin's pov
It hurt me to see my sister like that behind some boy. She was never like that Luke must be something special. Monday I woke up and got dressed putting on black joggers and a white hoddie that had an American American flag on it in black and said asap on it. I put in my black snap back and white vans I went to get Ashley and we went to school. When we got there ohivion was against my locker
O: why can't we talk this out
J: because your a fucking cheater
O: but you moved on from me to that
J: her name is Ashley and she's the most beautiful girl I have ever layed eyes on
O: I could give you more than she could
J: you cheated on me with my sisters boyfriend and then slept with him again last week you couldn't give me anything more than a fuckinh headace
O: but why her?  We could work this out I know you still love me
J: no we can't because I don't love you I won't ever love you again I would rather die Ashley is my life now your gone you don't exist in my world anymore and stop calling her that or her she has a name and it's Ashley
O:but-
Ash:no but leave my fucking boyfriend alone just because Luke doesn't love you and he still wants aahjanae don't mean you come and mess with me and my boyfriend he's over you bye now
Ashley said and ohivion ranway. Ashley smiled and I kissed her and we went to class. At lunch Ashley and I went outside and our friends but Luke and ohivion  followed and calum asked what happened and I told them the whole story... when I looked over at Luke in the hallway after lunch he looked broken he sloched and his head hung so low you could brarly see his face and when he looked up he had bags under his eyes he had a bandge on his arm. I could tell he had been cutting and his eyes we're bloodshot it looked like he traided his skinny jeans in for sweats and his hair was always flat now. I felt bad for the guy after school I called Luke
L: hello
J: Luke come over now
L:o-oh. OK
It sounded as of he was scared of me when he got there he looked horrible. I invited him in and he day in my couch
J: how u feeling Luke
L: bad
J: how so
L: I'm lost I feel so lonely when I'm in a crowed space. I sit in silence living in a world of noise. I can't I'm emotionaly and physically drained I can't do anything. I can't sleep I can't eat I can't stop crying. everyday I go to my room. I'm always reminded of her. I'm just lost without her I know she needs space and to be away from me but it's not the same without her I need her she is like my drug and I can't get enough of her I love her
J: wow... I've never heard anyone say that about my sister.. I'll help you out you have to promise not to hurt my sister
L: I promise
J: ok so she comes back in a year and I'll try to get her to at Least try and forgive you just give her time
L: ok