Yours Forever

A Thank You

Wow....it's over. My first book completed on wattpad and it scares me to pieces....literally :P I felt like I wanted to cry. i guess even as an author you get very attatched to your characters. And seeing one of them die...even the one you don't like...is sad. 

I'd love to just say a big thank you to everyone who has supported me through this. A big thank you towards my friends and family. To old friends who have found this by mistake and to new friends I have made. I'd like to say a big special thank you to everyone who has voted and commented. A big thank you to everyone who has read this. Everytime I see even just a new read it makes me happy. Every time someone votes for this story it makes my heart beat just a little bit faster.

I've enjoyed writing this and I've enjoyed being here for you guys. Through this story I have discovered so many things. I have discovered that being afraid of the unknown isn't crazy but once you know about it, it isn't so scary anymore. I've discovered that we all have that little fight in us that makes a difference to the world. That meeting new people and finding out who you are is scary and weird but....it's worth it. This is story has helped me overcome some weird things. 

I hope that in some way it's kept you entertained. Now I might write a sequel book that I promise will be much better but before I do that I need people on board. I need you to tell me what I could change, what I could do? Any characters I could put in or leave out. 

If you want there to be a sequel of some sort then please please please....vote, and comment who you're favourite character/'s were and who your least favourite character/'s are. 

I've recieved a few messages from people who are conflicted about their sexuality or unhappy with it. So...I've decided that I'm going to make another story which will be out shortly. It will follow some teenagers from completely different lives. They will go through what a lot of teenagers go through while exploring sexualities or just being a teenager even. Me still being a teenager myself, I've found that exploring this new world as a young adult can be scary and intimidating. I've written bits and pieces so I'm going to see what you guys think of this.

M.

They said things would get better!

They said if I told my parents, my friends and let people know that I'd be happier. That it would be the right thing to do. It didn't do anything though...it complicated it further. What am I meant to do? How am I meant to fix it? They're asking questions and I can't even give them straight answers. I didn't even give them much to go on. I said I just liked someone and they kept asking me what I meant. Over and over again and the pressure....it's getting too much. For some people they don't know how to deal with conflict and I am most definitely one of those people. 

I wipe away those tears that linger on my face and throw my first against the wall. It's not fair! How does she get away with everything. As soon as I do one thing I'm in trouble and for what? Do they understand how hard it is being in school? Do they know what I try to do when people call me that name. That one stupid name that rolls over my head again and again.

Freak.

A.

Everyone just turns a blind eye to me at school. The cheerleaders push me against lockers and jocks through me around like I don't matter. Teacher's call me a lost cause and say I'll be dead with in months. Not a single person cares. But I know that somewhere out there, there has to be someone understanding. Someone who says that'll all get better and means it this time. They must really think that it's okay to turn a blind eye to the abuse I recieve. Maybe they all have it. Maybe everyone goes through it. 

Maybe it's okay?

After all they all call me that five letter word that no one wants to hear.

Freak.

So those were just two of the characters from their point of view. If you would actually like to see more of this then please vote and comment. I wont even start writing more until I get at least 10 people on board :) c'mon 10 isn't a big number. 1020 is :P 

Okay now I'm being a smartarse....

Anyways if you want me to write this then let me know. I really do appreciate each and every one of you voting and commenting and messaging me. I love hearing from you and gaining ideas. I love how as a community people on wattpad are brought together :) 

Thank you for everything and I hope that I'll see you all reading something else that I'll write in the future. I looked forward to seeing you guys :)