I tend to think of my future a lot.
Maybe I'll become more confident, cool, funny.
I tend to think of my problems my future self will face, and how they'll face them. But I can't ever find an answer. So I tell myself,
"I'll decide this in the future."
Just to avoid the anxiety of the problem, or tear over these things.
"My future self will deal with this problem."
Maybe. Maybe I should stop this habit. All these high hopes for myself will just cause more anxiety for myself in the future.
Huh I was just about to make a joke about how this is just edgy procrastination but...
Just don't worry about the future.
People make it up to be so big, and in someways they're right.
Just do everything you can in this moment. Take breaks, admire the world while we're still young.
Because I doubt we'll have time in the future, when we're carrying others futures on our backs.
I don't know anything about who I'll become, and what I'll be like.
So here's a drawing of my future self.
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