The lovestory of Camren

Is it over?

Camila ran upstairs, as soon as dinah told her to go to lauren's room. She was acting strange and Camila was scared because with these girls.. you never know what to expect. She takes a deep breath and she walks in the room. She noticed a few roses on the floor.. "What is this.. What is happening.. " she whispers. Lauren slowly walks up to her, and holds her hand. "I just.. uhm.. i wanted to tell you that.. This is meant to be Camz, we cant run away from the truth nomore. We both know we love eachother and we should be together. Maybe they will not understand us, but its not about them, its about us. We belong together. And we are better together" Lauren tried to hug camila but it was too late, camila already walked away. "I cant believe you thought we could have a relationship, are you insane? The girls, the management, our parents, our friends.. they will NEVER understand this. They will judge us, they will never accept us. This is wrong, and i know we cant do anything about it. It is what it is. But a relationship is not happening, not for me. Not now" camila said, while she left the room crying. And she left lauren, heartbroken.

The next days were.. well pretty awkward. Camila tried to act normal but she couldn't stop thinking about it, about that day. She wasn't proud of what she did. Lauren really tried to make her happy and has put so much time and effort to do all of that. And all she did was reject her. The love of her life. She didn't even listen to her. Camila knew she loved her, but she also knew what the reaction would be, when they would tell everyone they were in a relationship. People would judge them and hate them, and she wasn't ready for it. But still, she wasn't sure, it didnt feel right and she knew she really wanted.  She wanted to be with lauren. She is done with ignoring her feelings, cause now lauren is ignoring her.

Lauren didnt understand why camila was angry. All she wanted to do was make her happy. That night supposed to be their night. She only wanted to share some thoughts. But camila was right, and maybe they shouldnt be together. Maybe thats the right thing to do. But she was lost in her love.

"He cute, gurl.. " Dinah and Ally are yelling in the bathroom, while camila looks in the mirror. They just finished the intervieuw. Dinah and ally liked the guy, and they didnt stop talking about him. "You guys are crazy" Camila says, while she washes her face. Lauren and Normani walk in and its a deadly sillence. "Gurlllss, lets go eat something" Dinah, Ally and Normani are laughing and walking away. Camila is scared to look up, to see the disappointment in Lauren's eyes. "I'm sorry lauren, i shouldn't have acted like that. I just wasn't ready'
Camila's eyes filled up with tears.
"Dont worry about it" Lauren said, while she walks out the bathroom.
Lauren was quiet allday, after that conversation. Camila never wanted to hurt her like that, she didnt deserve that. At all.
--
Thanks for reading this, make sure to follow, vote & comment your thoughts

Ps : if you have any idea's you can comment so i can use them, i would be very thankfull!

Follow on instagram : @wolfiecabelo

Loveuuu