One Direction One Shots / Preferences (Bromances)

Ziam : Darkness (Selfharm)

{WARNING: Selfharm! Please read at your own risk... I know it might bother people so then please don't read this one but it's only at the beginning and there's not really any detail, I just don't want anyone hurting themselves... trust me I sadly know exactly how you feel if your someone like that -_- Thanks}

*Zayn*

1 Cut...

2 Cuts....

3 Cuts.....

4 Cuts......

The blood oozed out, dripping effortlessly onto the cold tile floor...

No One Cares...

Everyone Hates Me...

My boyfriend thinks I'm stupid and pathetic...

My friends find me disgusting...

but it's okay because I hate myself as well and everything that sadly comes with me...

I just wanna DIE...

I just sat there and continued to cry until I ran out of tears. My vision slowly became blurry. My body never feeling this weak before and I've been bullied, pushed, punched, spat at, and so many other things for years now.

This is it I'm finally gonna be gone from this Hell whole people call life.

Blackness is starting to take over my eyes as my pain turns to numbness and my dark red blood spreads...

>Black<

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I hear whispers but why???

I still see darkness yet I hear voices like Im trapped in a black box and people are standing around me talking.

I can't make out what there saying though or who they were and it was getting frustrating.

Besides where am I? I thought Heaven was supposed to be bright white and beautiful.

Them I heard my name coming from maybe a guy my age... Maybe...

I tried so hard to open my eyes but they just felt like bricks.

"Z-zayn? B-baby? Please w-wake u-up." A stunning British accent rang through my ears.

Liam? Was that you? Wait your not dead... Right? What the hell is going on?

I need to see him but I can't open my damn eyes! Ughhhh

"Zayn please-e..." the voice slurred again.

That's it I need to fully wake up. I mentally gathered all my strength and slowly opened my eyes having pain shoot through my body.

"Arg." I groaned.

"ZAYN!"

I was engulfed in a huge hug and even though it made my arms burn I hugged back knowing it was Liam.

"L-liam."

"Baby Oh My God don't ever do that to me again," He kissed my lips 3 times and continued, "You seriously scared. I thought I was gonna lose you!" He started to cry again.

"I jus-.... I just thought you thought I was p-pathetic." I mumbled out feeling bad knowing I'm the reason he was so worried.

He cupped my cheeks and signed, "Babe I could never ever think that! Your far from pathetic, Ugh I'm so sorry Zayn this is my fault for making you feel like tha-" I had to shut him up so I kissed him pulling him closer if that was even possible.

"Hey hey don't say that! It's not your fault! I made the decision to do that to myself because In my head at the time I hated myself and I just thought everyone else did to."

"Well I love you Zayn Malik with all my heart and I would lose it of you left me! Please don't ever do it again!"

I smiled at how sweet he was and because he looks like the cutest little puppy that has his bottom lip sticking out a little pouting.

"I won't." I simply replied.

"No."

"What?" I asked confused.

"Promise Me!"

"I promise Liam and I love you to, so much!"

He grabbed my arm rubbing circles with him thumb over the bandages and kissed me with so must love and passion.

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~Aweee Ziam lol! TAKING REQUESTS!!! Just comment what you would like to happen, and what boys! I'll literally do ANYTHING! THANKS <3~