Dear Victim,
It's been a week since you died. I can't believe it. I genuinely can't believe it.
I've been trying not to right here that much since I keep saying 'I can't believe it' or 'it's my fault'. The worst thing I could be say is it's my fault even though it is.
I really miss you Sam. I know I hurt you but I'm sorry so so sorry.
Carter.
I am back now. I got released from the hospital a few das ago but I only got my phone back yesterday and I completely forgot to update. I'm extremely unhappy with how I look and feel right now and I don't see why they want me to recover.