Derillo One-Shots

Don't Talk To Him

I walked to my group of friends with my girlfriend, Vanessa, we decided to go hang out at the park or something.

"Danny!" I cheered to my best friend when I saw him standing there. Him and Vanessa have never met yet but I mean they can now.

I ran over to him and pulled him into a hug to which he quickly returned. "Hey Jay." he chuckled and pulled away.

"So you've never met my girlfriend yet, right?" I asked. Danny stood quiet and just shook his head, I don't know, he changed his mood all of a sudden to upset? I can already tell that he is.

"Well this is Vanessa. V, this is Danny." I introduced, putting my arm around Vanessa. Danny gave a smile and wave to her but she just rolled her eyes and looked away.

Good start?

"The um.. Guys are going to be here soon. I don't know how soon though." Danny said after a while of silence. "Well let's just start heading over there huh Danny boy?" I asked resting my elbow on his shoulder.

Danny smiled and nodded as we began to walk, Vanessa next to me. We soon made it and Danny grinned tugging on me lightly, he acts like such a kid it was adorable, wait, what am I thinking?

"Can you push me on the swing?" He asked once I looked at him. His eyes were lit of with excitement and god damn.. I can't lie to myself but this guy, you just can't say no to him.

"Sure." I said with a chuckle. "V, you wanna come? I'll push you too." I told her. "No I'll wait on the bench, that's childish." she said walking away. She acts like she's mature but nope she is not.

I nodded and walked with Danny to the swings, he sat on one and I went behind him. It's not that he didn't know how to swing but Danny can be a lazy motherfucker sometimes.

I began to push him as he cheered, "higher!" He said after a while. "Okay Dan, hold on tight." I warned beginning to push him higher than before.

Soon I got onto the swing next to him and he started swinging by himself. I quickly started to swing myself to reach his pace.

"Danny try and grab my hand!" I said to him as I stretched my arm out, Danny nodded and put out his arm aswell trying to reach me. "I can't!" He whined. I leaned towards him a bit and our fingers touched. "Hold on!" i said dramatically, leaning a bit more until I gripped onto his hand tightly.

"Be careful you might fall." Danny warned me. I nodded and was about to let go until I felt myself fall forward, letting out a groan as I hit the floor.

"Jay!" Danny called as I rolled onto my back. I saw him come towards me after he got off the swing and rush to my side, going besides me and onto his knees. "Are you okay?!" He asked, obviously worried. He's so fucking sweet..

I sighed and nodded. "My fault." I said with a laugh, I don't want to worry him. Besides, I felt fine. Danny nodded and helped me sit up.

"Okay, as long as youre fine." Danny grinned. I couldn't help but just stare into his beautiful brown eyes- god damn it. He got caught up to seeing that he was staring back. His cheeks turned a light pink and I couldn't help but glance at his lips.

I felt myself move forward but was pulled up. "Come on Jorel let's head home." Vanessa said practically dragging me. "Sorry- bye!" I quickly said to Danny. He looked upset- ugh.. He was just sitting there now as Vanessa left with me. I feel bad and I swear I could hear his heart break.

"Jay do you love me?" Vanessa all of a sudden asked when we made it to the door. "Yeah-yeah." I replied with some hesitation. "Okay then, I don't want you talking to Danny." she stated crossing her arms. "What?! But he's in a band with me! How the fuck am I not supposed to talk to him, and he is my best friend." I argued. "You can talk with him and meetings and stuff but no other conversations. If you do this is over." Vanessa stated firmly and walked in without letting me speak..
God damn it.

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It has been weeks on tour and I've been avoiding Danny as much as I could, we only talked during meetings but.. Is my relationship with Vanessa that important to the point where I have to ignore Danny? It's so hard I feel the need to end it with her..

No, no I can't. I love Vanessa, I do. I sighed as I just sat in the back of the tour bus, I don't know where everyone else was.

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I went to the back of the tour bus deciding to get away from the other guys who were talking loudly giving me a headache. I went over and saw Jorel sitting there. "Hey Jay." I said smiling weakly, he didn't respond.

It's been like that for weeks now.. He just ignores me and it breaks my heart. I frowned and walked to the bunks instead.

Was it because we almost.. Kissed? Is that why he was avoiding me?

Well.. Maybe he just.. Doesn't like me like I thought he did. Maybe it was just a small moment that wasn't meant to happen. He was probably drinking before we met up.

I don't know why but now I'm starting to cry, it hurts to know someone you like.. Love, doesn't feel what you do. I love Jorel, I do. Him ignoring me hurts every time. Fuck, if I didn't love him I wouldn't turn into the crying mess I am now, I would've moved on to look for someone else.

He is with Vanessa though.. I should've known it right from the beginning. He loves her- not me.

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After Danny left it broke my heart, he looked so upset. Was I really risking this all for Vanessa? I can't ignore him anymore I fucking can't. If me and Vanessa end it I don't fucking care. I stood up and walked over to the bunks since that's where Danny headed off.

I head quiet sobs coming from.. Danny's bunk. I know this is because of me, knowing it's because of me tears me apart. I sighed and opened the curtain seeing Danny curled up, holding a pillow with his face stuffed in it.

All I can hear is his crying and I just feel terrible. My stomach felt sick from guilt. "Danny.." I whispered quietly. He tensed up as I laid my hand on is arm.

I frowned and crawled into the bunk with him, closing the curtain back up. "Danny dont cry. I-I didn't mean to ignore you." I said softly. Danny still didn't look up and kept his face in the pillow.

"I was only ignoring you because of Vanessa. She made me but I guess I'm breaking it off with her." I said quickly. That made Danny loosen the pillow and look at me. His cheeks and nose were red, and his eyes were full of tears.

"I'm breaking it off because.. You're more important to me than mine and Vanessa's relationship." I mumbled. Now I seem like a bitch, huh?

"I like her and all but.. Danny I feel something with you. Seeing you upset because of me breaks me apart. I know Vanessa will understand," I started. She probably will beat the shit out of me to be honest but I can't. "I.. I love you Dan." I said smiling lightly. Danny just blankly stared at me.

"You.. Love me?" he asked. His voice was weak and it was obvious. "Yes, yes I do. I know I'm barely gonna be breaking it off with V but I want to be with you." I said back. I sighed and brought him closer to me, he cuddled into me and nodded. "Well i-if it's not to um.. Early then sure." Danny said quietly. I smiled and wrapped my arms around him lightly. "Great." I said back.

Hours later I called V and told her. Turns out she was actually cheating on me, she told me like this: "Okay you gay ass, fuck you then. I've been fucking with some other guy so I don't fucking care for you--" Then I hung up.

Well now i don't seem like a bitch after all. I looked at Danny seeing him sleep as he cuddled to me. At least I don't have to ignore my new boyfriend. I leaned down and kissed his head lightly then went to sleep myself.