Derillo One-Shots

Beautiful

(That picture has nothing to do with this but it's fabulousijsks Siehiebr)

Danny stared in the mirror. He tilted his head as he looked at his manly figure. Not feeling right with it he shook his head and went to his bathroom.

Danny let out a sharp breath as he pulled out random make up supplies. He then walked out and went into his closet and looked for clothes.

Smiling widely when he found a dress that was pretty big so it would fit him. He then got some leggings and went back to the bathroom.

He stopped working out so he wasn't that built anymore and lost some weight aswell.

Wanting the perfect body, that was right for him.

He sighed and took off his jeans and shirt, slipping the dress on that was a bit big on him aswell since he had gotten it weeks ago when he was bigger than now.

He then put the leggings on and after, he looked in the mirror.

Danny smiled at his appearance.

"Why were you born wrong.." he mumbled quietly to himself.

Danny then shook his head and grabbed a razor, beginning to shave his face and make himself how he wanted to appear.

After he was done, he then grabbed some light pink lipstick and started putting that over his lips, adding color.

Danny looked into the mirror and gave a toothy grin, feeling beautiful. Wanting to be beautiful.

He fixed his short hair in a certain way, a more girlish way. He then added some eye make up after and looked at himself in the mirror.

Danny smiled widely and walked out of bathroom, just strolling around his home.

He felt beautiful, how he wanted to feel. He wished he could go walk on the streets like how he was at the moment but was afraid.

Everyone would make fun of him.

Sighing sadly, he looked at his red painted nails and started picking them off a bit.

He can't be a beautiful girl even if he wants to be, it started out when he was a kid. Dressing up in random girl clothes he'd find. Now it came back when he realized he just wasn't comfortable with himself.

Everyone would hate him, the guys.. Jorel.. His crush.

Jorel would hate him too, make fun of him for how he was. For what he wanted to be.

Danny let out another faint sigh, jumping up once he heard a knock.

"Danny!" A voice called. Fearfully Danny quickly shot up.. It was Jorel.

"Hold on!" Danny quickly yelled back as he ran to the bathroom and quickly began to wash his face and messed up his hair.

He slipped the dress off and the leggings.

Quickly putting on his jeans as he stumbled a bit and grabbed his shirt.

He ran over to the door as he put his shirt on, once he had it on he then opened it and smiled a bit.

"Hey Jay.. Uh.. What are you doing here?" Danny asked.

"I got bored. You okay? I heard a whole bunch of things happening in there." Jorel said.

"Yeah.. I was just busy." Danny breathed out quietly.

"I can see that.. Did you have a girl over or something? Your hairs a mess and you have lipstick smeared over your face." Jorel said poking his head in and glancing around.

"Oh no... I-I uh.. It's nothing. Sorry, I was sleeping and it isn't lipstick. Just food." Danny shrugged.

"Oh, okay. Can I come in?" Jorel asked raising an eyebrow.

"Sure." Danny said with a nod as he opened the door more and let Jorel enter his home.

Danny let out a sigh as he closed the door. He wanted to dress up, but couldn't. He didn't feel beautiful anymore.

But he just didn't want to seem suspicious. He let out a breath and went to the bathroom, quickly fixing himself up and then went back out and to Jorel.

"So you were sleeping?" Jorel asked.

"Yeah." Danny said with a nod as he looked down.

"Oh, sorry 'bout that." Jorel chuckled.

Danny nodded slowly as he smiled a bit at his friend.

"Have you lost weight or something? Your clothes look pretty big on you." Jorel said tugging on the baggy shirt on Danny.

"I mean.. I guess." Danny shrugged.

"Hm.. Well you still look great." Jorel said with a nod as he leaned back.

Danny nodded. "Thanks I guess." he sighed out.

He didn't feel "great". Danny just felt hideous and uncomfortable in his own clothes and body.

"Are you okay Danny?" Jorel asked.

"Yeah.. Im just uncomfortable." Danny mumbled with a shrug.

"Oh, do you want me to go?" Jorel asked quietly.

"No.. Im just uncomfortable in my clothes.. Jorel, do you mind if I change? And will you not go running out for doing this?" Danny questioned, all of a sudden feeling a shot of guilt from thinking he couldn't trust his best friend.

"Sure, I won't go no where." Jorel said smiling, not wanting Danny to feel uncomfortable.

Danny smiled weakly and nodded, getting up and walking over to the bathroom. He let out a breath, beginning to change into the dress that showed his now skinny frame, obviously he has lost weight.

He then pulled up his leggings and took a quick look at himself. Feeling nervous about doing this..

He was guessing he might regret this afterwards. Sighing he then put on some of the light pink lipstick and fixed his hair to the girlish way again.

Danny looked at himself again, now trying to regain confidence.

He let out a long breath and finally headed out the door as he looked down shyly and nervously. Making his way to his friend.

"Please.. Im just not comfortable with my body, don't make fun of me Jay." Danng whimpered quickly, worry and fear washing over him.

Jorel looked up. Staring at his friend, though he couldn't help but smile, not feeling surprised at all making Danny raise an eyebrow from the not big reaction.

"All I'm gonna say is.. I fucking knew it." Jorel chuckled.

"What.. What do you mean?" Danny asked.

"Well everytime I spend the night with you I see a bunch of dresses in your closet when I steal your pajamas. And when Im in the bathroom there's make up in there. I don't know, also your weight loss and everything, I just felt like you were.. Doing this." Jorel shrugged as he stood up and looked at Danny.

"So.. You aren't bothered by it?" Danny asked quietly again.

"No.. In fact you look beautiful. Really, you do." Jorel said with a nod.

Danny couldn't help but smile widely as he looked up at Jorel.

"You've always been beautiful. You know.. I like you a lot too." Jorel said just looking into the beautiful big brown eyes of the smaller who blushed a bit.

Jorel then couldn't help but lean down and gently but sweetly and passionately press his lips against Dannys. Danny was in shock but after a bit felt himself kissing Jorel back.

Jorel pulled away and looked away. "It doesn't matter how you dress or look, you will always be beautiful to me." he said running his hand through Dannys hair.

"Thank you Jorel." Danny said, his pink lips tugged into a wide smile.