The boy of my dreams...

Chapter 10

Joes p.o.v
I woke up to the slight sound of music from the kitchen accompanied by a little signing voice which must have been Zoe's. I checked the time on the clock next to me, 9:48. New record. I looked beside me and saw y/n still fast asleep and cute as ever her cheeks squished on the pillow. She looked so peaceful laying there her hand on my chest her leg wrapped around mine I couldn't bare to move ad wake her she hadn't slept well after her dream. I layed there for a while watching her as she slept she was so gorgeous even without makeup and her face squished. I still wondered what was her dream about it must have been something bad to startle her that much. I knew only Zoe or her could give me the answers but of course i didnt want to bring up what had happened in case it scared her. I knew it was linked to Dean her ex which seemed to have done something that scared her for so long. Suddenly i heard a little whine or tiredness. Y/n was finally awake. "Morning my princess sleep okay?" I said dot her in a soft voice while stroking her hair "yeah okay i guess the pills helped a lot otherwise i don't think I would have slept much" she mumbled to me "not much of a morning person like Zoe then eh?" She sat up her hair in the messiest bun you could imagine. She yawned and managed to get the words out "noooo mornings are like hell" I laughed at her "well I'm not sure there really that bad" she shrugged and got out of bed "im going to have a shower" she said pulling her hairband out of her hair. I smiled at her "okay babe" she smirked a little and started to take her top and trousers off she knew how to tease me i layed back admiring the view. She turned around "hmm just gonna lay there and stare" i smirked and got out of bed i walked over to her a kissed her. "JOEEEEE YOU AWAKE?" I heard a voice call. I pulled away from y/n "well if I wasn't i am now from your shouting' me and y/n laughed. "Well come here broseph" i huffed then kissed y/n before leaving.

Y/n's p.o.v

I got in the shower and immediately started thinking about my dream i hate him he has to get in my head when I'm happy again its like he knows when I'm okay and getting better but he has to ruin it somehow. I ran the water the the perfect temperature and let the drops pour over me soaking me with warm water. I was too scared to leave here in a few days what if he comes back again theres no one there to help me and I'm not strong enough anymore. I was before because i was less damaged but now I'm weak and hurt i was damaged and he knew it. Of course I wanted to tell joe but I couldn't bring it up again only Zoe knows not even my parents do not that they would care as soon as i left to live alone. I had to tell joe though secrets about my past are a bad idea he is probably downstairs assuming the worst I had to tell him but what If he thinks of me differently and treats me differently because I've been hurt.  I had to tell him but what if he just leaves because I'm too broken for someone like him. Damn why are showers the place you think most deeply about everything.

Joes p.o.v

I walked down the stairs still debating whether to ask Zoe what had happened but i knew hat she would say. I entered the kitchen "you called miss Zoe sugg?" She scuttled round the corner. "Ah broseph so what is it you would like for breakfast?" I immediately knew she was lying about what she really wanted to ask theres no way she would pull me down here to ask my thoughts on food "alright Zoe whats it you really want you never drag me down here to ask my thoughts for your food?" She huffed "fine okay well I just need you to do something for me?" Okay this sounded serious she had her concerned face on "of course anything for my big sis" she walked over to the kitchen and turned the blender on "right okay you have to promise me you wont ask y/n about dean" i was confused what was so bad about this Dean guy.. "okay but why?" She went silent "its a sensitive topic just wait for her to tell you its her choice." I nodded "okay so is that all" she nodded so i walked back towards the stairs then my pocket vibrated. I must have still had the phones in my pocket from taking y/n to bed last night. I pulled out the phones and clicked the home button on mine. No notifications. I pressed it on y/ns and there was a message from the one and only Dean it read...

Just come have a drink with me we can make it like old times...I've changed i promise...i can come over if that's easier 😉xxx dean

Ugh he sounds so deprecate I decided to show Zoe "wait Zoe come here" she walked over to "look" she looked at the phone and a gasp came from her mouth. "We cant let her go home this week its too dangerous for her she will have to stay here where shes safe and Dean cant find her." I was getting impatient now i needed to know "Zoe whys she in danger whats so bad about him you have to tell me i want to protect her" she mumble something to herself "Zoe!" I shouted.

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