The boy of my dreams...

Chapter 14

Joes P.O.V
She let out the words "she's ok but were unsure as to whether any of her brain will be damaged extremely when she's awake you can see her" my eyes welled with tears as I knew she was okay. Zoe leant on my shoulder whimpering and said "she'll be okay right? What if the bullet hit in such a way she forgets us!" She barely got the words out before tears fell to the floor. I turned to her and tilted her head up "Zoe she's okay! We can see the extent of the damage when we see her but for now we just have to pray there is none and be happy she's still with us" she smiled as much as much she could and nodded. I couldn't help but repeat the words in my head about if she'd remember us. The girl of my dreams would just stay there she wouldn't be my reality or my world anymore...

Y/N P.O.V

I remembering him coming back. The fright than ran my blood cold of remembering him and all the stuff he did. It's all my fault . It's my fault he found Zoe but it's fine I saved her from him. If it was her instead of me I could never forgive myself she's been so good to me ! Imagine the pain we'd all feel if she'd been the one. The pain Alfie would never get rid of he'd blame himself you know he would saying things like "I should have protected her" or "it should have been me but no it was meant to be me and I'm glad it was. Dean only had the right to hurt me not the others I love. I needed to know they were ok I didn't want them to be filled with guilt or sadness.

Soon enough they walked in ... Zoe and Alfie followed by a brown haired tall man...

Zoe's P.O.V

We were allowed to see her! I couldn't wait but seeing her would still hurt me knowing that someone that was meant to love her before hurt her. She had joe for that now he was better I knew he wouldn't hurt her. But the dread shattered my mind what if she forgets about him.

We walked in her cubicle she smiled seeing us but her face became puzzled. She looked at him as though she was surprised. "Y/N I'm so happy your okay!" I splattered the words out running to hug her she hugged me tightly "zoeeee" she screeched with excitement tears left my eyes again in happiness she was ok. Joe stayed at the back of the room he was worried I could tell. She glanced up at him when I pulled away from the hug. Tears started to fall down her face "joe your here!" She said with surprise. I'd never seen joe cry so quick he almost jumped to her he was happy she remembered him. I knew she was hurt mentally by what had happened and she wasn't used to such kinder people around her but I knew she would be great with joe.

I nugged over to Alfie implying we should leave them alone for a bit he nodded as we walked to the door.

Joes P.O.V

God I just wanted to hug her forever all my fears had gone she was still here and she still knew me! I couldn't help but feel responsible though as much as it wasn't my fault I felt I could have stopped it but I didn't! I could have! It could have been me to leave the car and me to see if Zoe was okay but no stupid name left Y/N to herself I don't know how I did that.

I sat gently on the bed embracing her every second I could. Alfie and Zoe slowly crept away leaving us alone. I gazed into her eyes they were filled with fear but still glistened the same as when I met her. I gently stroked her face tucking her hair peacefully behind her ear and then kissing her forehead. I let out the only words I could "I'm sorry" she glared at me "no joe no apologies need to come from your mouth it's everything but your fault!" She said with a stern voice yet spoke softly as she couldn't speak loudly. I tried to smile but my face couldn't lift my cheeks "but it is it should have been me I should have left to see what had happened or at least came with you" she scoffed "joe there's no way you were ever going to think something that bad was about to happen! You couldn't have known dean was there!" She was right as much as I hated to admit it it couldn't have been helped "fine but it shouldn't have happened he won't get away with it" she held my hand and pulled me close to her "I know it shouldn't but toxic people can't always fix themselves when they haven't been taught a lesson yet! He will get what he needs soon" I nuzzled into her chest she still smelt like her passion fruit perfume and he hair fell as perfectly as it always had she still looked like a model even with bloody clothes! I looked up at her and placed my hand beneath her chin "I love you Y/N I really do" a single tear began to fall "what's the matter?!" I asked with worry "I just ... I just love you so much I honestly can't believe I have someone like you protecting me your so great and different from the rest" I smiled and kissed her plumped lips. "I'm definitely different but for good" we both chuckled and smiled as Zoe and Alfie walked in. "Sorry to interrupt but the police want to talk to Y/N" Zoe said with Alfie holding her shoulders.

Y/N took a deep breath and let it out as a sign looking at me with concern.