In "The Feels"

Future

I could spend my whole life
Chasing my dreams
And jumping real high
Just to test out my wings

But I'm scared of the fall
I'm scared of it all
So weak, I'm so weak
I can't even speak

I don't have wings
Those I'm trying to build
But where am I going
This life needs fulfilled

I climb so high
And I drop to the ground
Maybe I love the wind
Or just love the sound

I'm destined for failure
After trying so much
But I can't stop myself
From the desire to touch

I crave only a taste
Of pure happiness
I can't stand to
breath in all of this

They say I should stop
I just shouldn't care
I'm scared that to just "get by"
Is to go nowhere

Sometimes I want to
Just give up
Why does my chest
Feel like it will erupt?

I can't say that
I can't walk this way
Now I can't breath
And I don't want to stay

Just let me go, please
Help me open my eyes
I don't just want to live
I want to survive.....

And then there's the time
What do I have left?
How can I run
When I die through each step?

If only this life could just
Let off some steam
A different way than
Completely destroying me

Maybe then it would be perfect.
Maybe then I'd feel alive
Maybe then I'd have a passion
And not an unending fight