In "The Feels"

Finding Life

I am tired of running
And convincing my self
That I'm not moving at all.

I am tired of wondering why
I am so tired
When I know the reason why.

I am tired of ignoring
That even after I forgot you,
You held on and kept me up tall.

I am tired of trying to fit in with something that will never care
When I can live for the one that will always be by my side.

I am tired of loving the things
That are worthless compared to you.

I am tired of trying to do things on my own
Because I know nothing can be done without your strength

I am tired of breathing in death when the life has been locked inside of me this whole time.

I am tired of trying to find the key.
Even though I know where it is.

I am tired of running.
I'm tired of being tired.

No more.