no problem ,, min yoongi [COMPLETED]

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december 13th, 2016

is it bad i like to make myself worry?

jeongguk said that park jimin got food poisoning.

he showed me a picture of him laying on a blue bed with a vet showing a peace sign and a great smile on jeongguk's face.

park jimin wasn't smiling though.

i found it cruel to take a picture at a time like that.

but maybe they were trying to make park jimin feel better.

i like to make myself worry.

when i worry, i have less hope.

having less hope leads to negative thoughts.

expressing those thoughts lead to hopeful people getting angry.

those hopeful angry people start to prove to me right from wrong in those situations.

then, i get my mind back together, and have hope again.

it just keeps happening, no matter how many times i try not to do it.

i like to worry.

i like it.

i like to worry myself.

-min yoongi