Just A Normal Youtuber

Forgivness?

Gabby's P.O.V

Seeing Connor standing there with that adorable look on his face that makes me swoon, I realized something. I Gabby Eye proud youtuber with now over one million subscribers, has a crush on Connor Franta the adorable dirty blond haired, cat loving, coffee drinking youtuber with the amazingly perfect smile. As we got ushered off the stage I felt someone tap my shoulder. Please be Connor please be Connor I kept thinking. When I turned around i couldn't help but feel disappointed.

"What do you want Kian?" I said not interested.

"You." He said completely serious.

Kian's P.O.V

From the moment she walked onto the stage I knew I was still in love with her. I was looking at her until the end of our 'performance' and I noticed she hasn't looked at me once she was looking at.... Connor. After we walked off the stage I got the courage to go up to her. When i tapped on her shoulder and she turned around she looked happy but when she noticed it was me she looked disappointed.

"What do you want Kian?" She asked annoyed.

"You." I said seriously but shocking myself.

"Excuse me?!" She said now getting mad.

"I want you. I want to be able to call you mine. To be able to look into your light brown eyes, touch your hazel hair, hold your small hands, kiss your plump lips, I want you, you and only you. What I did to you at Vidcon and telling everyone your secret. Was low. I don't know what got into me. But I don't like it. I've changed. Not for the better. My videos are lacking and the fans are starting to notice. You don't have to answer me now but will you at least try and forgive me?"

I asked truthfully. She looked astounded.

"I liked you Kian. I really did. You ruined all of that. I want you to understand that I small apology like that won't fixed everything. I haven't been posting at all. I haven't been on social media because of you. You need to really prove to me that you I can trust you. I will think about it. Buts it's not likely. You can't kiss my bestfriend than say you like me, you can't you just can't.

She says with a single tear before running off.

I kian lawley just made a pact that I will prove to her that she can trust me again.

Gabby's P.O.V

I can't believe him. How can he kiss Andrea and than just go and say he likes me?! He will need to do something pretty freaking spectacular if he want to gain my trust. But right now my minds not on kian it's on Connor, I need to talk to him.

"Where's Connor?" I ask Jenn.

"We'll hi to you too... Two months with no contact and I don't even get a hi?!" She says mad.

"I'm sorry Jenn. I just have a lot I need to explain. You were the first person I told about the self harm. You out of all people know how he's feeling....."

"I get it and I'm sorry go talk to him. He's in his room 25 B." She says smiling.

"Thanks jenn!" I say with a hug.

With that I'm off running. 24 c... 25 a... Ahh 25 b. With three knocks (three times a charm) connor opens the door.

"Can we talk?" I asked.

"Sure." Connor said confused.

"what's up?" He asked.

"Don't you have any questions? Why? When? How?" I said.

"Fine.. Why?"

"In school I got bullied. Alot. It didn't help that people thought I was the freak that talks to herself. Little did they know I was in the bathroom vlogging. When I would walk down the halls I would hear people laughing behind my back. I didn't have even one friend. That's why now I have anxiety when people are talking without me. I always think they are talking about me and that they don't like me. So I thought I was worthless. I had no point to exist. So I started self harming. Hoping one day it would kill me. But you could say YouTube saved my life. Without it I would just be this miserable teenage girl that no one likes" I say now crying.

Connor wasn't saying anything so I took that as a sign to leave.

"I'm sorry" I say before running out.

Before I could leave Connor grabs my arms spinning me around.

"For what? Being so perfect it hurts?! The reason I drag myself out of bed checking my phone every morning if you texted me? The reason I'm awake most nights watching your YouTube videos or searching your tag on tumblr?" He says with a slight laugh.

"I really like you Gabby." He says before doing something I never thought he would.

He kisses me.

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