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FLIGHT 234 TO AUSTRALIA NOW BOARDING

Yes i know what youre thinking... how could i face them after what happened 2 months ago.... wont she break down and start crying? I'm still trying to figure that out in all honesty. After i left none of the guys texted or called.... I guess thats what i get for running away. The only reason i'm going to Australia is for the fans.... after the video i made i promised them i would be stronger. Now AGAIN i know what youre thinking.... What video? Well two weeks after i ran away i made a video about self harm and suicide, i excplained everything from going through hell in highschool too moving to California and everything getting better... well at least thats what everone thinks. 

       Since my flight had free wifi i decided to check up on the boys videos, since i have been avoiding them for the past couple of months. After watching a couple videos i was heartbroken. Ricardo decided to quit O2L and persue his dream of meeting Ryan Seacrest. Well thats what the boys said in a joking matter of course, but i know its because he thinks he doesnt fit in with all those young teenagers. I was close to Ricardo even though he didnt go on tour with us and he kinda disapeared for i while.... he...... just got me.

PLEASE TURN OFF ALL ELECTRONICS AND PUT ON YOUR SEATBELTS WE ARE NOW LANDING IN SYDNEY, AUSTRALIA

here we go.

* Connors P.O.V *

After Gabby left all ive felt was emptiness inside and i thought going to australia would fill that void, it didnt. Right after Gabby left Kian went on a rampage and flipped a table over, which happened to have all of our phones on them becuase we ahd to go through security and they happened to be on that table at that very moment. 

"C'mon con, perk up this is our last 'performance'  / meet and greet until playlist live!"

"When do we leave?"   I say unhappily

"Now"  Ricky said getting annoyed

"You know what Connor? You need to forget about her, sure she left which broke your heart but shes just a girl.... there are plenty more girls in this world. Youll find that someone again."

yes i know... what is he saying connor?! Well i had a pretty huge crush on Gabby before she left, and kian telling us that she self harms made me love her even more. 

*AT THE MEET N GREET / STAGE PERFORMANCE*

We walk on the stage with smiles on our faces, most of them fake. Jc starts us off with his O so famous

"WHATS UP O2LLLLL JC HERE!" 

and we move along, half way through the 'performance' we hear the crowd start to scream. When i  turn around i notice something i didnt excpect......

************ GABBYS P.O.V***************

When my plane landed i had to go straight to the meet and greet because it was already a quater of the way in. When i got there my heart was pounding and i ididnt know what i was going to do. I walked on the stage and noticed the fans saw me, i tried to shush them but they all started screaming. At this point all the boys turned around, half of them looked confused and the other half was suprised.... but not ricky oh no not ricky..... ricky let out a loud 

" YAAAAAAAAAAAAAS" and ran over to hug me... soon everyone else did except for kian and connor. When i was fianlly released i looked over at connor and noticed he dropped his microphone, then i heard him whisper

"Gabby?'

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