i do not feel joy.
it's as simple as that.
i see pictures and videos and meet with friends and family and as anyone else would, i get excited and i feel like i'm happy, but i am not.
i feel like joy cannot exist all the time you are lonely and i'm a piece of glass on a beach of pebbles.
i do not belong and although people may think it's great that i'm different,
i am still alone.
