I think what I need is warmth. Like the warmth I got when you would sleep next to me. The type that slowly takes over and makes my body tingle with tranquility and calm happiness while I cuddle up to your back and you hold onto my hand in your sleep, when my arms go round you. I think I just miss you and my body isn't really processing it. Like my missing you is just a little boat floating down a river and everything's fine but it's cold and there's no destination. I can't see where I'm going I'm just... floating
