i want to be asleep.
i'm tired and I have to be up early but instead I sit here wondering.
i wonder where i am and why it doesn't feel right, i should feel warm and comforted, sitting here in the presence of those who care.
yet here i sit, numb, confused, consumed.
i sit here awake and aware when all i want is to be asleep. i sit here and i wonder why,
why oh why,
am I Conscious?
