( c.a.p )

Sunny Days

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We weren't working, so I tried to take a few steps back. But you didn't like that, you liked where we were. But you didn't know how much it hurts here. You liked being sexual, so you gave me a choice. I didn't like my choices, so I left. I don't want to believe that I still do love you. I want to believe that we'll end up okay one day. But you won't wait. But I will. It made me so mad because I knew that once I'll see you with someone new I will want to hurt you emotionally. I already tried.. but you never look at me. It's like all at once I just didn't matter. You apologized, and we could've gotten back together. But we didn't work, and so it'll just be another long period of not working. So I want to wait for a time where we will work. I love you, just know that. You could die tomorrow and I would die with you. Hope you know that.

- c.a.p.

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