( c.a.p )

Trying

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"When do you know it's over?" he asked quietly.

"When someone stops trying; or even worse, when trying just stops working." she replied with a deep saddened voice.

I relate to this so much, he thought that I stopped trying. But honestly, I couldn't see where I could try and it matter. The whole time I was killing myself trying to make this work. Trying to make you feel like you are worthy, and I didn't mean to leave you in your time in need. But one day, I hope you'll find someone who'll make you feel worthy, and make you see that perfect person that I see in you. Me trying to make you feel like you were my everything, just slowly made me feel like....nothing." 

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