New beginning

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Shawn and I finally were being released from the hospital after days of different test and treatments and even one or two surgeries to internal or external injuries from that night. That night became reality that I wish was just a nightmare, an event that I prayed never happened.

Our relationship stayed intact, a bond that was bound to never be broken. I loved him and I was almost sure he loved me too if he would have gone through all the things he has with me. I really felt like I had no exact idea what I would do with out him by my side. He had become one of my priorities. The first person I thought about when I woke up and the last person I thought about before I lay to sleep.

After that night the one thing that stayed on my mind was to start new to fix what is that I broke and be a better not for just myself and my relationship but for my health and my safety and my family. God knows what could of happened to them if I wasn't cooperative not only could I suffer permanent consequences but the people that I always say I hate that I actually love dearly could have been terribly hurt and it would have been all my fault.

It's time for me to start over and to cleanse my life and keep all the negative energy away to stray from having anymore events like this one ever happen again. I need a new beginning !

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