BAD girl GOOD boy (a Shawn Mendes fan fiction)

Chloe Sampson

People call me mean,rude,dark and mysterious. But that's just how I roll. I have bullied people before. It's cause I'm not a people person. I have no friends. But I'll talk to you if it's a good conversation.

I don't have any time for boys. I've tried but they always run off. I scare people. And I wear dark make-up sometimes but thats just how I like it. My hair is dirty blonde. I love to wear it messy. I don't get dressed up for anyone. I wear ripped jeans and combat boots.

I am confused with myself. I honestly don't know what I am sexually. No guy has ever made me feel like a girl and I don't even think I like girls. I don't know.

I own a gun because I wanna protect myself. My parents wanna try to make me more like my sister all girly and stuff. But what they don't know is that she is a die hard slut she is always on the hunt for another guy every week. Everyone likes her,she so popular . But I hate her with all my heart now. We were sorta cool as kids but as we got older she got slutty and our relationship has been falling apart.

I've also never had sex before. But it's cause I don't trust anyone and I'm not ready for anything like that. I have always hated people they are....ugh. I've had crushes on people but I never did anything about it cause people don't like me.

I use to be really depressed. I would cut myself a lot. That's when people started to hate me. But now I hate people. Now you know a little about me,17 year old Chloe Sampson .

It is Monday May 26th 2014. Memorial day. Shawn Mendes was having a party today and he invited me surprisingly. I decided I would go. So I got dressed in whatever in a belly shirt , some shorts. And I put on these ridiculous sunglasses I got the other day. I walked to his party because his house was like behind min sorta. I made it to the party and he was there at the door waiting but he was staring at me like he was waiting for me or something.

"Hey". I said to him with an awkward wave.

"Hey you're Chloe right".

"Yeah".

"Cool. Come find me later.Okay"?

"Okay".

Why did he want to see me? What was this about? I was scared. Did I have to use my gun on him? It hasn't even been a full day yet. It was whatever for now. I decide to just have fun I needed to loosen up.